Dark age

 The world at large is entering a dark age,

where rule based order is no longer a reliable 

model. A new age of turmoil and savagery

where a few men and woman operate 

above the law, replacing the old age speculation

no longer attainable. A system attacking itself a hack

within that frame, destroying the foundations

it so labored through institutions of good will and the front

it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found

no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era

and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable.

Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong. 

 

Published on

1/21/26 8:22 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Against all odds * experiences pass and present (revised) I honor U but break free ! please

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Love be shackled

 I never knew that liking, loving or admiring someone was a crime, and 

ultimately capital punishment,

I truly understand the opposite spiritual side of this and because of love 

the Almighty and Divine gave us his first born,

because his great compassion move his benevolent person to exercises

profound mercy to undeserving guest,

yet at these perilous times some equate the finest of gift's with fault-lines 

to question the very essences of life itself, 

walking in the person of Jesus, few attain the gift's some have taken for granted

and I have seen to much and be joking. 

 

Published on

2/1/26 12:10 PM

 

Rafa EL (God has healed) 

My happiest moments /Please read it again(Revised)

 

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness,

your (Manic)depression,

your (anxiety) disorder,

your bi-polarism,

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia,

your social (disorders) psychopathy,

Dark triad personality (closely associated with Autism) 

your alexithymia,

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Awake N Sound Love x10 (Searching the house of God (YHWH)

 

 To be awake entails soundness of mind,

to be balanced in all aspect of daily exchange require fine tuning,

in turn a person of exceptional gift's is constantly going through re-evaluation...like a renewal to remain focus and pliable,

by accurate knowledge we contend with the countless hacks undermining those vibrational pulls,

to be awake and sound, exceptional and gifted, through the operational of the Holiest-of-Holiest we remain fixed on the prize,

very little room for stumbling and if we error the power over weakness contends the Holy spirit, 

in the order of weakness and power there is never a short-slightness. and the helper is always at the scene ascertaining absolute control and undeserved kindness,

So what should I say ? "keep your eye's on the prize and stay on mission" !  

A time to shine befalls all, but not in the same order. 

 

Published on

8/20/25 4:13 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Flower of Holy Spirit

 

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

The Temple

 

 

Morning glory-lets-head-out-to-fields-and-turn over some stones Clic here 
 

 The temple is missing a column,

a lamp stand,

the most colorful smile, 

a certain energy that permeate

like a fixed frequency,

A vibrational Drive that bounce back and forth,

across our place of worship,

Where I summons the Holiest-of Holiest,

Jehovah where is she, let me go and look for her, 

I can't miss her fine tuning, 

where could I go and find such striking placement 

of your finest craft ?

How would we* find inspiration to write and praise ? 

her absences besiege (me), us* the essential instrument 

for harmonious melodies, which we* hold so dear.  

Rafa EL (YHWH) has healed.

Published on

11/23/25 9:11 AM