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       Bless be the work's of your hand. and the time spent in labor of love !

  Too all those son's of light that remained faithful, that were not enticed by trivial offers, that held truth through the light (truth bearer's)... unlike the defector and no place was found for him, cast-out among the star's of Almighty God (YHWH) you holder's and bearer's of the light, I share with you that hope of conviction,  that steadfastness, that unwavering love for a Divine being that has crushed my heart, this day is a good day, our celestial host, Almighty and Divine feels a love and loyalty only (HE) is deserving  and worthy to be elated, praised, sanctified, laud to time infinite, please allow (me) to hold hands together, and sing a new song for the one and only....Jehovah ! Yahweh ! Jah ! YHWH !   Published on 1/12/26 9:45 PM Rafa EL G Gonzalez       

  I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity, I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me)  and my Divine  being (Host), My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together... If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest, I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns, you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am, In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call,  He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness, the search that makes (me) whole and complete, If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do, In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart...

                                                              Blessings will shower your way...lovely and precious

   In millennial Dawn which is not far from where I sit, in my heart springs a wonderful speculation with greatest of hope to find myself embraced by a companion set for the mission, we under oath...send me, send me... Our enemy and that of my beloved father (YHWH) under the illusion, impression that through weakness and lower threshold the advantage leaned over to his side, yet deep within Divine instructions resides and stems a reserve to mend the broken pieces, with eagerness and replenished energies I shall find that hope like a mirror in front of me, so what should I say’ weakness you are at a turning point, My helper is Divine, his superlative actions can mend trillions of errors and correct codes of the “sacred spiral” with that kind of love I contend, and yes I can gladly say my weakness has become my stronghold, because my helper will not release or leave the broken pieces yearning without mending, Should we* say anymore ? From Sheol or Hades make my re...

    Sadness consumes me, yet not as much as the joy that vibrates and springs from deep roots— a collaboration of synthesis and synergy, enigmatic to the dreamer and weaver of visions. In the mid-morning dew, a temperate blend communicates a vast awakening across open fields; amidst this joyful exchange for Divine glory, only you remain.  Rafael G Gonzalez La tristeza me consume pero no tanto como la alegria  que vibra y brota en raiz profunda es una colaboracion de syntesis y sinergia enigmatica para el ensallador y tejedor de suenos en el rocio de media manan~a, un templado misto comunica despierto enorme en los campos abriertos para la gloria Divina en el intercambio alegre... solo faltas tu. Sept.22 7:44Pm  Rafael G Gonzalez 

  Ring of Fire      There is none but a burning flame consuming like wildfire racing through the soul  eternity seeking my presences life force in a slowly closing portal and thou I wish it stayed  my grievance...a temporary  setback on what it has gained oath and vows unspoken not my choice a ring of fire figurative writing blinds my sight an eye opening exchange not for the average.  January ? 2026 Rafael G God (YHWH) has healed 

    Morning glory-lets-head-out-to-fields-and-turn over some stones  Clic here     The temple is missing a column, a lamp stand, the most colorful smile,  a certain energy that permeate like a fixed frequency, A vibrational Drive that bounce back and forth, across our place of worship, Where I summons the Holiest-of Holiest, Jehovah where is she, let me go and look for her,  I can't miss her fine tuning,  where could I go and find such striking placement  of your finest craft ? How would we* find inspiration to write and praise ?  her absences besiege (me), us* the essential instrument  for harmonious melodies, which we* hold so dear.   Rafa EL (YHWH) has healed. Published on 11/23/25 9:11 AM

    You are a finish product, Jehovah's love joy...do you know or have become aware of his call towards you ? Have his surgical implants spoken to you lately ? Does your DNA (his copy right and intellectual property) carries out a restless search, and have you been awake, alert to fill in the blanks for which there is no detachment ? His eyes are on you, and so a power structure is a force field upon the rising and setting of your wonderful grace.  When the Almighty and Divine (Host-of-Host) Sovereign and LORD makes a choice it's impossible to shake, when the (Holiest-of-Holiest) seeks what is rightfully his, what power can deny ? A comforter and like a feather in flight he carries you in the wings of love, rising ever higher until riding the clouds. And in the same gentle motion sets you down, that was a joy ride. When Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) called you out from the pipe-lines of life and gladly, joyfully received you in blessings and made you his choice. ...

 we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our own, that is the most selfish display of perfectionism, the more I'm press the less one sees my true person, I'm a free man and I express freely I know no other way, in words and deeds and through the letters the purest of imperfections, why seek my imbalances when your void is made whole ?  I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones, and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs to re-arrange, I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin,  A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial, for duration of borrowed time I wish to be left alone, through trials and errors, misplacement, persecution, lost-energies, periods in absences and the seeker's that never seem to flee, if your zeal burns try and not scorch others in those imbalances, yet I'm the potter's vessel and through a selection of Divin...

  Evento major/best read in English original I have dedicated last 5 years to writing about, my love crush...thou many back some time.  If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune.  From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out.  The greatest and priceless events we all take for gra...

  There is no greater love then the love of sacrifice, And I loved her the same,   Yet she couldn't get pass the fear of love,   for she knew it not,   in the absences of this love affair,   I summoned the ultimate sacrifice to show the way once more,   It kept (me) exhaustively waiting...and this it revealed !   Life and death is like a web, it is a fragile balancing act, yet to experience both is a blessing disguised in full display.    This path is synonymous...one of the same, when the embodiment of love searches itself,   when true love embodies self sacrifice, that is what it becomes  under the mighty sight Of Jah, life and death are but a whisper, a promise and a resurrection,  now you know with love I contend.     No hay amor más grande que el amor del sacrificio,    Y yo la amaba de la misma manera,    Pero ella no podía superar el miedo al amor,   porque no lo conocía, en ausenc...

  Un tributo a la paciencia   Perdoname por no haber cedido a tus impulsos,   A tu direcion,   A tus momentos designados,    Te vestiste de gala y recevistes el premio major,   A tus actos benevulos,   Cuando mas necesitado...hay estabas tu,   Nunca me dejetes sin salida,   Me llenates de gran aguante,   Me orientates en gran consuelo,   Como un marca paso y reloj de arena, no hacias cuenta del tiempo,   Estuviestes siempre a mi alcance,   Nunca te molestates con mi ignorancia,   Endureces y cedes con razonamiento inolvidable,   Tus actos para conmigo son superlativo,   Tu presencia a lo largo de mi camino te are compan~ia eternal,   Mi impaciencia no fue tu quebranto, sino tu fortaleza…   Te as comportado como una enigma Divina, y reabastecido mi mas grandes    deseos...en deudas estare por duracion y existencia,    Atraviesa el corridor del tiempo se conocen bien, son sem...

Thank you (audience) so much for helping me go back in time and bringing it all back, I'm really up beat and joyful at the least, Almighty God (YHWH) be praise and allow to worship .   When you rise and shine praise him, when you first open your eyes after a sound sleep laud him great, every breath you take may that energy carries connotation of that Holy name, for every exhalation may the witnessing carry great tidings, every break you take and in between sanctify his kindness, bless be the fruits of his Holiest spirit, bless be his Holiest attributes, make him your strong-hold in your contemptible state, his guidance never fails, keep seeking the person of the Almighty, loyal, benevolent and Divine, in your short comings count the victories that will amass to your favor, your staying power and reliance will remind the enemy that Almighty God (YHWH) had the upper hand in all events, Walk with him and cherish the moment that access granted,  With all power and expression...

   Psalm 139:14 New International Version  I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;     your works are wonderful,     I know that full well.   Signature-of-God-YHWH  Clic here !   Miracle-of-life  Clic here !   Android  Clic here !   Jeremiah-1: 5  Clic here !   Android-II  Clic here ! Life to (me) is a love story from being cast-out from the sacred chamber, Almighty God’s workshop (womb) into the light, from the vast deep and pipe-lines of life, every journey is Divine poetry.  I’m wonderfully made and woven to the highest expectations, I was tailored-made to order and there is nothing missing. From memories long ago...far and beyond, the potter’s vessel and weaver's choice... I must praise him while I can and laud him with all expressions bestowed. The truth is free and eternal, it can’t be confined, contained, or stopped… It’s why the devil Satan has had such a hard time, in sti...

  Sovereign Lord Jehovah, bless be your name to time and time indefinite...who is the mere mortal to query your Divine creeds ?   What can it see, feel, touch and understand...that it reasons I’m powerful ! I have come to knowledge among the elites, among the wild beast in the fields, also gods on earth!   A mere buzz in the wind without guidance is his boast, narcissistic self-absorbed-abstract-mindset.   What would become of men without direction?   Could it navigate its way in the cosmos?   Could it ever reach infinity?   Can it hold destiny for thousands of years in a standstill ?   Can it weave/mend life in a microscopic form and predict, stage-cast its unique performance, gifts, expressions, and host Divine implants each with personalize touch ?   Magnificent is He and script writer, from the realms far, beyond and remote, I hold presence as a special guest.   Almighty and Divine...grant me a thousand years and keep the fire burni...

 

  YHWH-slave-girl   Please clic here ! Lament-of-9th-son  Please Clic here !   soy el hijo de nueve el ultimo de una familia humilde, modesta…   cuando sali del taller sagrado un ser Divino me recibio con manos abriertas,   soy su encanto hasta este dia, y dia por dia estare y que logre su objetivo en su engendro,   sere feliz, nada ni nadie podra quebrantar ese gozo,   la alegria que siento de servir, y estar a su disposicion,   estira esta vasija y moldea...moldea, te sere algo util por que eres confiable y nada de lo que te propones a fallado.   Tus poesias Divinas ensayan mi arrededor, todo suspira grandeza, todo elojian tu santidad,   nadien como tu ni nada en lo minimo,   me eres un placer envocar tu nombre O’ Jehovah, me energizas y inspiras gran emocion,   me conmueve las largas noches..descanzo arrebatado, medito en tus magnificas obras,   Jehovah eres muy deseable, placentero, me inquietas, me siento a vert...

 My dearest (YHWH) piercing into the looking glass my expressions get heavier in the pace of time, I no longer just see the external me,  but the complete subject hand picked and molded, for your fine works, continue the insight and never depart  my love has never been greater, my attachment and bonding is pure energy, the events deep in my heart, the restless drama racing unfolding  unable to contain, do we* exchange the pure language ?  my desire is to ultimately get to know (access granted), Divinity in all it's essences...that is much to ask ! yet I'm driven to embrace what I have missed long ago, you are my love crush and this I can't and will not deny, correct all my side-stepping...fault-lines, pay no heed to the miscalculations of our enemy, and make him slip... at the final call take me, home a place suited for each other blessed be the Almighty and Divine to time indefinite to time infinite. Rafael G Gonzalez  *YHWH  10/4 26 9:18 AM  ...

   What the average sees it matters not, what is a weightier outcome is when a subject pierce into the looking glass and a total person is revealed with profound insight, which entails a greater search into the internal secret person and expressing freely those findings without fear or regret to the highest power an audience is nourish, empowered and set free So what the average sees is not the total person, but a partial portrait of the unseen, in a myopic condescending scope lean more on things unseen, which is elusive to the average. Rafael G Gonzalez

 What is not clear, becomes the unseen...and countless walk  that path of uncertainty.     Rafael G 

  Jehovah you are my witness, that I would go through the fire but the fire doesn't seek me, time is very treacherous, those under it's scope are gullible and unaware, the gathering are a nest of the unspoken, loud is the utterance of the under nourish and forsaken, don't turn a blind eye to such ones, execute a righteous judgement, our souls cry out for an even exchange, exercise your Divine will and let me see one more act, if it's my last !   Published on 11/28/25 5:15 AM God (YHWH) has healed

     You're much aware, that my expressions have changed it doesn't carry a heavy and weighty matter, its reconstructing the past into a new self, making invitations through deconstruction of hurtful schemes and imbalances that so much seeks my presence, as the innocence of a child the heart contends, the innocent smile that race to the receiving soul, here I'm yearns the old age drama, seeking the cause...mending the broken pieces, as light is to day and darkness is to night searching pure truth and the host at it finest, a gathering of sparks saturated the air, a soft spoken and admiringly beautiful rose, and we exchanged unbroken rhythms like energies stock-piling into it's core,   I hope someday you will come into life, and we channel those superlative expressions, all embracing and never to release. Rafael G Gonzalez    Sep 28, 2026 1:19PM  

  A thousand years will be (y)our lament, paradise a lost treasure, and I embracing a dream of hopes she couldn't find or place, a 1,000 years seeks my notes, in love Divine we* expressed it with gift's beyond, an audience awe-inspiring...the 9th son a father's yearn find.

Not even death could change, the essence of altruistic love the spirit will exchange wonders, and the memories bring about feelings  causing it's giver to reconcile on the premise of his Divine name, that is the God (YHWH) Jehovah I so much love, and forged a everlasting bond, and search for a covenant with such ones.

 To rough and concede, To mild to create a lasting spark, Two rogues testing nature to what should be natural, A spoil in the making, Ancient drama all to allusive, the insecurity hostage holds can we laugh...can we smile...can we share hurts and pain... can we connect even from far away,  are we fine tuned in so many of the unseen, are there sparks in the room,  a flame all to obvious, vibrations like the sounds of harp strings in every stroke, is there harmony, peace,  is there attachments for what ever reason, the soul searches, can one bring all this together...when can a start begin from ground zero, can one release the stagnation, from poor to rich...rich to poor, from chronic health to extreme vibrations, from young to old, from old to young...a seekers choice Surely we have missed the ancient allusive drama and have lived in shackles, even with broad knowledge (paradise) is just in love with rogues if that be the case,  I can't say no more ! Rafael G Gon...

As a public servant in service to the people, I come across those with inquisitive thoughts and I surely accommodate their questions. Some are prone to ask about my age, so as a counter "I ask them" do you want to know physical age or my spiritual age ? For the common (average) my physical age has an expiration date, from the incubation period to being conceived cast out  my life's journeys is transitional. I won't go into details but there be a resurrection. My spiritual age, my birth in the memory of Almighty God, in the workshop of that supreme being that number is irreverent because I am his property. "The Almighty One" has complete authority over the creative process and copy right to bring about a carbon copy of this subject in every detail. So if my physical age can trick your sense, certainly my spiritual age would be something else to consider. So being subjective to eternal energy my existence is ageless.  To the unlearned time becomes a state o...

  Two silhouette choreograph a tango (dance) to the fine tuning of the universe,  sounds and frequencies all to obvious,   its notes celestial poetry, nothing like Divine harmony, a host of awesome inspiration permeates, impregnates the air,  Jehovah stimulates my senses, so I praise and praise. Rafael G Gonzalez 09/08/26  5:04am 

 Where should I start ? My call to return, how the Holiest-of-Holiest had a wrestling match to lessen my return, after ex-amount of years, the greatest of fights were waged in the spirit realm and not physical. While In my years of absences, I made it my own to engage the enemy at the highest level of his counterfeits. To my own detriment I disowned myself, selfishness had no place to hide. I took on the model of welcome reign (our teacher "the greatest man who ever lived"). I embarked on a journey few have the call, I became a martyr everyday. I reason like Samson "please oh God (YHWH) take me to the columns just one more time" from the great gospels to the prophecies I was your messenger. The countless that awakened beyond my expectations. My Lord always at the scene "I can say very openly I walked through the valley of death". My Host Almighty and Divine made (me) his instrument a useful one. Everyday I became more embolden fear took a long ...

    The memories of someone loved is not easy to shake, it lingers...even postponing daily activities just for the thought, reminiscing of events that led the fleeting soul for a moments pause, the exchange, the eventualities, the innocence crushed, finding a distraction, the excuses, how we grew into bitterness, how all goodness became the hollow void, how we took charity for the resentfulness lodged deep into lingerness, the thought ever present, the affliction...the chaos, can we mend the broken pieces and find spirituality to shake a madness so ingrained ?  Yet I was courting the process through a mutual and Divine courtship so infused few  have insight of it's daily activities.      Published on 1/6/26 3:45 AM (9th son) Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed.

 The world at large is entering a dark age, where rule based order is no longer a reliable  model. A new age of turmoil and savagery where a few men and woman operate  above the law, replacing the old age speculation no longer attainable. A system attacking itself a hack within that frame, destroying the foundations it so labored through institutions of good will and the front it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable. Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong.    Published on 1/21/26 8:22 AM Rafael G Gonzalez   

 He that examines me, is familiar with me, and there is no partiality, His complete acquaintance has been made available and I feel no restraints or constraints,  For bad or for worst, and I have walked that path, never has there been a detachment. So if any other makes eyes at me, I shy and slip away, so one can learn from me, or remain in your judgement sit...for times duration. My intentions remain veiled and abstract,stifled,and ridiculed...yet a thousand years couldn’t remain in the judgement sit. Rafa EL G Gonzalez

   Death is a trivial matter for a warrior, Financially I don’t chase broken dreams, the poor and rich have embarked in a race the outcome is the same, health, I have survived cancer and slipped Sheol and Hades once to often, I have denied the pit the spoils of death and left it yearning, hungry and a mouth to feed, So what leads me, to say “I’m scared” is a loose tongue… I have always feared this instrument, greater than any other weapon devised. It can be a weapon of mass destruction, and it has done so. It can set raging wild, forest fires and consume all in it's path, "I’m scared" not for my sake, but the countless unaware who take the bait setting up tripwire for bridges to burn, Yet this instrument when in use properly can cause the spirit of the Holiest-of-Holiest to actuate and itself utter wonders,  may your return be a joyful journey, with blessings beyond the tender mercies and underserved kindness, Almighty God be that witness, Rafa EL ...

    Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent, Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call"  for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt, please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person, with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure, the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search, let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ?  When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting (Covenant) I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down  these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship, your much to kind...this much...

 The position of conscience is this, the greater the opposition in equal terms should be the resolve, the greater the resistance in equal terms greet it's conditions.  A well train conscience is constantly re-evaluating it's host and setting in place the alignments, so that the path of righteous is made complete, in the balancing act we make credible use of those implants, to move in synchronization with the host (Jehovah) that has our intentions in best regard,  the conscience bows, submits and is at a constant state of awareness, it has an impartial exchange with it's counterpart, what is the source of origin at it's core ? why is this other you' a guidance, a source framed within the self and found no other place ? this other voice that speaks louder than any other vocalized instrument, it has the power to cause, actuate, and transform the missing pieces of those enigmatic links (thrift) Love and conscience had a debate a profound exchange while we were asleep an...