A thousand years seeks (Perfection) Revised

 we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our own,

that is the most selfish display of perfectionism,

the more I'm press the less one sees my true person,

I'm a free man and I express freely I know no other way,

in words and deeds and through the letters the purest of imperfections,

why seek my imbalances when your void is made whole ? 

I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones,

and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs to re-arrange,

I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin, 

A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial,

for the duration of borrowed time I wish to be left alone,

through trials and errors, misplacement, persecution, lost-energies, periods in absences and the seeker's that never seem to flee,

if your zeal burns you try and not scorch others in those imbalances,

yet I'm the potter's vessel and through a selection of Divine will we make available what you can't see.

 
Published on
9/10/25 11:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Potter's vessel (Revised) * Special guest

 

 fuerzas-especiales-me-abrigan

 

May the order and kingship have no end, and not just bound to earth. May the universe be the expanse of loyal subjects to colonize, your works are marvelous and in all my humbleness I speak in riddles not yet foreseen,

Your greatness can’t be measured in numbers by mere mortals, their existence is like the dust particles,cosmic drift that have not yet settled, they are lost and have no direction.

Seek out the choicest accordingly, may their vibrational drive equate melodies in your celestial abode, eternity and infinity are your kin.

In labor pains all the vast expanse declared your glory,

All the commotion you stir in my soul and not by chance, I keep writing,vigilant and upright...yet there is a void only you can fill !

I have missed thee for a thousand year, yet you keep account of every stroke of breath in my contemptible state, it is my vehement desire to fully stretch this potter’s vessel...holding a promised resurrection.

(C) right

 

Raphael G

 

 

When the Holy spirit convicts (love,mercy,compassion,undeserving-kindness,long-suffering) a person, it has no where to run.

What the King desires the King gets, there is no point denying that.

For better measures it wont leave me alone. In submission I recognize these activities

as a grand scheme, of a father’s yearn to reconcile with his beloved child.

Day and night it’s like a tug-of-war, yes expressions,gifts woven deep in the sacred chamber (womb) God Almighty work-shop.

The King won’t be denied...I stand convicted and there is healing in that great name !

So here I am... send me, send me I bow to these mysteries only two can consent. In all my humbleness and new beginning stretch this potter’s vessel.

Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) is my eternal crush!

* YHWH

Raphael G

01/05/22

If I boast ! (Revised) thanks for searching my fathers library

 

If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Now that you know channel those feelings/energies to a higher power ! And may the idle spirit and stagnant energies don't become a hindrance in uplifting others.

 

Also my dearest global family as a philosophy major and educated by a prominent family in Princeton, NJ * there is no greater wisdom then that which is from above. If anyone takes issues with what we# write, take it with the one granting access to such wisdom.

An exceptionally bright individual typically has an IQ score between 160 and 179, a range considered "exceptionally gifted". This level of intelligence is characterized by a profound ability to reason, solve problems, learn, and process large amounts of information quickly. People in this category are more likely to show intense curiosity, creativity, and advanced cognitive abilities compared to the general population

 

I'm very much aware of my humble beginning, an unformed liquid substance, imperfect in all aspects of life, yet on a conscience level we# speak/utter wonders. Through the power of Almighty God, I'm surprisingly and wonderfully crafted for his love joy and infinite compassion.

 

If one seeks the weakness of my Armour and defenses there will always be a leak, but I have a honor-guard with the greatest of investments towards my person, with that you shouldn't contend.

 

Published on

7/16/24 10:46 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

 

*page access granted

 

#YHWH

Access-granted/subject of Almighty God (YHWH) Clic Here

Dreaming into reality (revised) yes

 

I have forged a dream that isn't far from reality and that is to hold hands with eternity,

I would feel left behind if an everlasting covenant wasn't the front runner between (me) 

and my Divine  being (Host),

My beloved along side (me) as the test of times, we made it together...

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality I boast greatest,

I seek the person of a benevolent perfect being that is the total package to fill my inquisitive yearns,

you ask very little of (me) and in words or actions I feel so small...and that I am,

In the spirit realm your fights and battle-fields are unequal, yet I feel unaccomplished in my call, 

He is my life's missing link, in a complex web and maze without outlets I wish to remain, trapped in his infinite greatness,

the search that makes (me) whole and complete,

If there is a way I shall find it, or die trying... and return doing the same, it's the least I can do,

In the corridor of 'time and space'... in my absences, my heart and soul shall continue the race (chase) and one of them bridge the gap between (me) and Almighty and Divine.

Please allow (me) to praise and praise... 

Rafael G Gonzalez (God has healed)

submit to him and live ! 

 Published on

7/10/25 2:56 AM

Lord set me free * (Revised) Always special guest

 

If I can't achieve it,

I exert him until he can set me free,

because I want to sing and ride like the wind,

destination free,

loyalty is the vestment, attire of the Almighty God, 

and this quality I shall attain as the gift of trials,

I shall seek and earn his loyal love, his heart mend in the vastness of memories,

His saintly person radiate, vibrate with extreme joy and in that excitement feel 

a total comfort, harmony of what is Divine,

Should I continue pressing the qualities of your person ? 

In my lowest point which is the deeps, a call is heard of that wonderful, awesome jubilee we share.

I wish to have known your works earlier to color ink those moments in pause,

take (me) home a place where we are suited for each other, in the cradle of paradise, in the clouds of invisible host, draft (me) into that stock pile of purest energy...but do as you wish, a Divine will be at work this much I'm well aware.

Praise and laud the Almighty God, that of Abraham, Moses, Jacob and the rest of faithful.

 Señor libérame

 Si no lo puedo lograr,

lo ejercito hasta que pueda liberarme,

porque quiero cantar y cabalgar como el viento,

destino libre,

la lealtad es la vestidura, el atavío del Dios Todopoderoso,

y esta cualidad la alcanzaré como el don de las pruebas,

buscaré y ganaré su amor leal, su corazón se remendará en la inmensidad de los recuerdos,

su santa persona irradiará, vibrará con alegría extrema y en esa emoción sentiré

un consuelo total, armonía de lo Divino,

¿Deberia seguir presionando las cualidades de tu persona? En mi punto más bajo que es lo profundo, se escucha un llamado de ese maravilloso, asombroso jubileo que compartimos.

Me hubiese gustado conocer de antes tus obras, para dar color a esos momentos de pausa,

llévame a casa, a un lugar donde estemos hechos el uno para el otro, en la cuna del paraíso, en las nubes de un ejército invisible, llévame a ese depósito de energía más pura... pero haz lo que quieras, un Divino estará trabajando, de eso estoy muy consciente.

Alabado sea el Dios Todopoderoso, el de Abraham, Moisés, Jacob y el resto de los fieles.

*Invitado especial( YHWH)

*YHWH Special guest 

10/24

Rafael G Gonzalez

Love and conscience...I'm your witness ?

 The position of conscience is this, the greater the opposition in equal

terms should be the resolve,

the greater the resistance in equal terms greet it's conditions. 

A well train conscience is constantly re-evaluating it's host and setting in place the alignments,

so that the path of righteous is made complete,

in the balancing act we make credible use of those implants, to move in synchronization with the

host (Jehovah) that has our intentions in best regard, 

the conscience bows, submits and is at a constant state of awareness, it has an impartial exchange with it's counterpart,

what is the source of origin at it's core ?

why is this other you' a guidance, a source framed within the self and found no other place ?

this other voice that speaks louder than any other vocalized instrument,

it has the power to cause, actuate, and transform the missing pieces of those enigmatic links (thrift)

Love and conscience had a debate a profound exchange while we were asleep and continued way pass dawn of day, and they never tired out in promoting the senses. 

I have to beg the question, in those debates how did we fared in those enlighten contentions ?

my moral compass, sets of rules, standards in which the eternal being acts accordingly under free will and superlative guidelines. 

Love and conscience...I'm your witness ? 

 
Published on
11/10/25 8:21 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Welcome Reign

 

May your millennial reign be the beginning of greater things not yet in script form of men,

make the universe a place fitting for loyal subjects to colonize,

and may the son's of the Almighty God (YHWH) be equal to the celestial army and starry heavens, 

in your name shall bow all inspiration, and in glory declare the splendor of the finest craft,

cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsion and misfits as it contemplate the total collapse of a failed rebellion,

the qualities of your Divine person are all to embracing and I feel very small uttering words of praise, please allow (me) to worship,

what is require of (me) and I make you my eternal crush and God ? please answer (me) this ?

in my short term life span I have made you my choice, in the long run (eternal abode) devise a plan so we never depart, we have come this far and my hearts desire...your eternal presence,  

as this system draws to a close and the foundations of every corner stone removed, make your spiritual temple a permanent historical sight for times duration,

keep your eyes on the prize, Almighty and Divine...and may your vibrational drive seek out what is rightfully missing from the stock pile it once released. 

Special guest II Clic here !

Victory-song-we-shall-overcome  Clic here !

 Please allow (me) to praise, laud and sanctify the Holiest-of-Holiest... hallelujah to the most high God (YHWH)
 

Published on

6/28/25 5:22 PM

 Rafael G Gonzalez

Divine being yearns

 I'm not your down fall

if your heart aches, I was just trying to help you recover,

you never made use of the messenger and the opposition

constructed barriers we fail to navigate,

you may never recover, the lost flame has extinguished,

the messenger was taken for granted,

the one first loved best is usually not the last, 

and the second the one you couldn't have,

you will loose countless...

life has many twist and turns,

the second best has left,

the second best stopped composing heart felt messages,

in between a war of hearts he was the cross fire,

I was present in flesh and spirit, willing to submit all...

your second best, or a play write in your bi-polarized world

I set vows and Oath before Almighty God, in prayers and supplications

I wish to lift you up, in wings of love,

the many notes that filled the media, how our Divine being yearns

the hurt is great and the love greatest,

as this system draws to a complete halt we were not so distanced after all,

your divided and what ever efforts made will become a daily haunt,

even if you wore a gold crown emptiness shall be the reminder of the many bridges

incinerated along your path,

your charm shall vanish and a menacing look pierce the soul of every suitor who

seek your comfort...mark and remember. 

 Monday, December 29, 2025

 Rafa El  God (YHWH) has healed.

9th son II

 I have never been in a such a confuse state, in that which I find little answers to pressing issues and unsolved riddles. Puzzles can't come together unless, there be information and fluency in reasoning.

By all means I shall find the way or ways find me..I search all complexities, understanding, and few carry such awareness. In God Almighty (YHWH) I place the eventualities of all hopes. 

with a heavy heart, a clear conscience and the weapons to conduct spiritual warfare, I submit what remains of this contraption of flesh and bones, and a spirit that just won't give up the righteous cause. In prayers and supplications, a yearn that holds my father spirit at a stand-still,

and a love never to release !

 

 Nunca he estado en un estado tan confuso, en el que encuentro pocas respuestas a problemas apremiantes y acertijos sin resolver. Los enigmas no se resuelven a menos que haya información y fluidez en el razonamiento. 

 Sin duda encontraré el camino, o los caminos me encontrarán a mí. Busco en todas las complejidades y el entendimiento, y pocos tienen tal consciencia. En Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) deposito las eventualidades de todas mis esperanzas. 

Con el corazón apesadumbrado, la conciencia tranquila y las armas para librar la guerra espiritual, entrego lo que queda de este artefacto de carne y hueso, y un espíritu que simplemente no se rinde ante la causa justa.  

En oraciones y súplicas, un anhelo que mantiene a mi padre espiritual inmóvil, ¡y un amor que nunca se liberará!

 

Published on

12/24/25 7:07 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Excerpts " Access Granted "

 He that examines me, is familiar with me, and there is no partiality,
His complete acquaintance has been made available and I feel no restraints or constraints, 

For bad or for worst, and I have walked that path, never has there been a detachment. So if any other makes eyes at me, I shy and slip away, so one can learn from me, or remain in your judgement sit...for times duration.

My intentions remain veiled and abstract,stifled,and ridiculed...yet a thousand years couldn’t remain in the judgement sit.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Evento principal (Anfitrión de anfitriones)

 

Si mi sueño se interrumpió por un instante, valió la pena... varias horas meditando, varias horas escribiendo, algunas aquí y allá en oración. Y entonces amanece desde el lejano oriente una luz penetrante que, audazmente, transforma la oscuridad en un deleite sorprendente. La marcha del caminante diurno al son del canto de las plumas en vuelo, una musa coreográfica como una delicada melodía coral.

Desde el escenario (los reinos celestiales) hasta el público (los terrícolas), la poesía divina exhibe el mejor drama anfiteatral (al aire libre)... la atracción principal como ningún otro espectáculo en la tierra. El evento principal abre las cortinas (las nubes) y revela una multitud de intrigas, fascinación para la imaginación, el espectáculo del amor verdadero, la alegría y la plenitud... pero ¿quiénes son los invitados y quiénes los huéspedes? Y los artistas que nunca se cansan ni se agotan.

Los eventos más grandiosos e invaluables que todos damos por sentados, hasta el punto de que la comprensión no se ajusta a todos. Así que, señoras y señores, lo que ven hoy, ¡quizás no lo vean mañana! Pero algunos de los presentes hoy disfrutarán de este momento durante toda su vida y más allá; es decir, la eternidad… ¡un verdadero deleite para quienes buscan la verdad!

* YHWH

¡Alabémoslo, glorifiquémoslo y santifiquémoslo mientras podamos!

19 de octubre de 2024, 1:30 a. m.

Rafa EL G González

Eternity courts me (Revised) La eternidad me corteja

As a public servant in service to the people, I come across those with inquisitive thoughts

and I surely accommodate their questions. Some are prone to ask about my age,

so as a counter "I ask them" do you want to know physical age or my spiritual age ?

For the common (average) my physical age has an expiration date, from the incubation period to being

conceived cast out  my life's journeys is transitional. I won't go into details but there be a resurrection.

My spiritual age, my birth in the memory of Almighty God, in the workshop of that supreme

being that number is irreverent because I am his property. "The Almighty One" has complete

authority over the creative process and copy right to bring about a carbon copy of this subject in every detail.

So if my physical age can trick your sense, certainly my spiritual age would be something else to consider. So being subjective to eternal energy my existence is ageless. 

To the unlearned time becomes a state of mind, and not necessarily the spiritual gift it so much encompasses.

Reflecting on past experiences it invokes extreme nostalgia and I far from who I was. This contraption of flesh and bones (this material self) is the imperfect balance of superlative Divine energy, and WE* seeking to mend the stages of those imbalances.   This flesh-and-bone figure will be perfectly balanced with Divine energy that so much embraces me :}

 In the memory of Almighty God (YHWH) I wish to remain and not so much in those of men.

*YHWH 

Should we say anymore ? 

 Published on

10/6/25 6:20 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

God (YHWH) has healed

 

 Como servidor público al servicio del pueblo, me encuentro con personas con inquietudes

y, por supuesto, respondo a sus preguntas. Algunos suelen preguntar por mi edad,

así que, a modo de respuesta, les pregunto: ¿Quieren saber mi edad física o mi edad espiritual?

Para la mayoría, mi edad física tiene fecha de caducidad; desde el período de gestación hasta mi

concepción, mi vida es transitoria. No entraré en detalles, pero habrá una resurrección.

Mi edad espiritual, mi nacimiento en memoria de Dios Todopoderoso, en el taller de ese ser supremo,

ese número es irrelevante porque soy de su propiedad. El Todopoderoso tiene plena

autoridad sobre el proceso creativo y el derecho de autor para crear una copia exacta de este ser en cada detalle.

Así que, si mi edad física puede engañarles, sin duda mi edad espiritual es algo más que considerar. Al estar sujeta a la energía eterna, mi existencia es eterna.

Para quienes no han aprendido, el tiempo se convierte en un estado mental, y no necesariamente en el don espiritual que tanto encierra.

Reflexionar sobre experiencias pasadas evoca una nostalgia extrema y me aleja de quien era...quien soy !

Este artilugio de carne y huesos (este yo material) es el equilibrio imperfecto de la energía divina superlativa, y ​​nosotros* buscamos remediar las etapas de esos desequilibrios.

Esta figura de carne y hueso sera perfecta en equilibrio a la energia Divina que tanto me abraza :}

Deseo permanecer en la memoria del Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH), y no tanto en la de los hombres.

*YHWH

¿Hace falta decir algo más?

Poetic notes and Journeys *

 The collection* consist of more then 250 original writings "Access Granted" is not published at this time. There all copy right at the library of congress, my intentions is for the audience to read and reflect on the many experiences life dishes out. I hold back nothing and speak with a clear conscience. Only a few notes are available at this time...I'm working so, please bear with me, and thank you all the global family and friends for staying with us in the journeys.


Rafa EL G Gonzalez
07/20/26

Finish Product/Potter's vessel II (should we*say anymore )

 

 

You are a finish product, Jehovah's love joy...do you know or have become aware of his call towards you ?

Have his surgical implants spoken to you lately ?

Does your DNA (his copy right and intellectual property) carries out a restless search, and have you been awake, alert to fill in the blanks for which there is no detachment ?

His eyes are on you, and so a power structure is a force field upon the rising and setting of your wonderful grace. 

When the Almighty and Divine (Host-of-Host) Sovereign and LORD makes a choice it's impossible to shake, when the (Holiest-of-Holiest) seeks what is rightfully his, what power can deny ?

A comforter and like a feather in flight he carries you in the wings of love, rising ever higher until riding the clouds. And in the same gentle motion sets you down, that was a joy ride.

When Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) called you out from the pipe-lines of life and gladly, joyfully received you in blessings and made you his choice.

Those blessing and gifts, your birthright and inheritance aren't for sell. Stand firm like a support column at the temple, hold steady and fight the good fight of the faith. I be there with you "all the way" that's what God said.

If you can see it and dream it, you place no limit on his infinite power and relationship forge.

 Jehovah's eyes are on you... his love is to deep and plans even deeper  Clic Here

 Power-struggle Clic here

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

God(YHWH) has healed

The last call (Oathkeeper take me home)

 

 

Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent,

Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call" 

for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt,

please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person,

with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure,

the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search,

let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ? 

When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting (Covenant)

I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down 

these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship,

your much to kind...this much I know and for the good of all I deserve it not,

my sleep is light and my heart heavy...that allotted space has been very comforting and the events speaks for themselves,

I'm looking forward in filling those gaps and with your Divine guidance we shall overcome,

dream weaver, reveal and cast your intrigues and fill (me) with the hopes of my heart contempt's,

hold my hand and in the wings love...take (me) home, take (me) home.

 Please allow (me) to worship...and praise and praise.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

3/12/25 6:13 AM

The veil (Revised) Thank you *

 

 

Reader digest !

I find it repugnant and resent those who operate under the cloak, 

of secrecy and are deceitful in ways more then one,

they lack the courage to express themselves openly,

their school of thought is abnormal and riddle in flaws,

many suckers have taken the bait and practice makes perfect,

I give the honest truth and always will no matter the cause, 

at disposal many are the devious ways to confess the pure doctrine, 

how long can you go into hiding and not be struck by a bolt of lightening, 

or could it be a broad disorder of reasoning, 

or the misalignment of a polarized complex out of reach,

or the overload of fluctuations with under managed range, 

for what ever reason of twist and turns engage those engines,

they keep hostage the expression and hold in bondage the sacredness of the heart, the stifling of conscience,

under the same disguise mislead the unaware,  

how selfish to burn so many bridges and remain normal among the masses,

you are of very little use to me, and certainly a pleading host,

your shameful acts have a cross road and the exchange will be equal,

how can you over-step something greater and not expect a return ? 

and I apologize not for anything that is truthful and worthy for the cause,

If I can express it, find it within yourself to drop those shackles and vacate the prison wall that which you so admiringly revere, 

yes, I'm controversial but no more controversial then the things kept in the back burner, that I so cleverly bring to the light,

it's that the reason for distress?

Even the smallest speck of light can be seen in total darkness, that is the power which contends with vileness and obscurity,

The true son's of light are like lightning spears and when it strikes it exposes the largest to the smallest fabrications, counterfeits, and are stable reminders that nothing is hidden in the corridor of time,

Making use of what ever apparatus of deceitful schemes come into view and the repugnance that follow such deviation, it's secrets and the many layers of cover-ups are all headed to a total collapse,

As for those in the comfort zone and have made darkness a hiding place for practice, how is it that light can shine for you ? The sun shines for all and night befall us all, yet the luminaries are always present ! whether night or day, how watchful and insightful is the light !  

Mark and remember ! 

 Controversial-truth Clic here!

 * Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all

 

 Published on

7/(14-18)/25 5:36 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Light bearer's (Holder's of the light)

 Too all those son's of light that remained faithful,

that were not enticed by trivial offers,

that held truth through the light (truth bearer's)...

unlike the defector and no place was found for him,

cast-out among the star's of Almighty God (YHWH)

you holder's and bearer's of the light,

I share with you that hope of conviction, 

that steadfastness,

that unwavering love for a Divine being that has crushed my heart,

this day is a good day,

our celestial host, Almighty and Divine feels a love and loyalty only

(HE) is deserving  and worthy to be elated, praised, sanctified, laud to time infinite,

please allow (me) to hold hands together,

and sing a new song for the one and only....Jehovah ! Yahweh ! Jah ! YHWH !

 

Published on

1/12/26 9:45 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

 

 

 

Suitable vessel

 I consider Myself a person of high feelings, emotions, compassion and love,

endowed with the fruits of the Holy Spirit,

some may lean to saying I'm boasting,

yet I have all the reason to do so,

in the lord I boast greatest,

I found my call,

my father labored for my cause,

I express freely,

a freeman I'm,

carrying out the mandates of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

I have a blood debt and thou Jesus (welcome Reign) has set me free

my contention is righteous,

I'm not above his example...this day, this moment or tomorrow a void permeates the 

air which I inhale and exhale, that my call be manifest in full display,

through the expression and invisible scars, thorns, persecutions I'm a suitable vessel

so please spare me not...it's the least I can ask.

 

Published on

2/9/26 4:46 AM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

God has healed (YHWH) 

Moving/host/domain

 Thank you all reader's and all who have stayed with me, through-out the many years. The social media has been a great tool to express freely, and this has been no exception, please remain steady and focused I will soon make announcements of where to go.

 

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

06.03.26 

I'm your witness III

 I'm your witness III 

I'm your witness II CLic here

 

 

 I have bear witness to the Global family...world wide,

I have bear witness to UN (United Nations) peace makers,

I have bear witness to head of States,

I have bear witness to spiritual leader's,

I have bear witness to tribal leader's,

I have bear witness to judges,

I have bear witness to military brass,

I have bear witness to circles of men/woman of conscience,

I have bear witness to professor's, Doctors, lawyers, celebrities, entrepreneurs, radio host,

My voice has echoes in social clubs,

I have bear witness to the intelligence institutions much greater then all,

I have bear witness to a clear conscience and have made available the sacred

teachings that which is not my own.

I bear witness high and low that imparting a selfless approach,

I have disown the self and undertaken a transformation with zero intentions of any gain, other then a debt of self sacrifice.

I have witness to greater events to come and in full expectations that God Almighty thunder bolts, and lightening spears shall be that illumination.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

May 21,2026 5:40AM 

My beloved Persia

  

My beloved Persia

I’m scare of those who seek perfection,

I”m scare of those who have a loose tongue,

I”m scare of my counterpart for being a weak vessel,

I”m scare of the gatherings,

I’m scare of what I have become,

I”m scare of the internal and external forces; that have placed a judgment

on my character,

Yet I submit to all with a sacred teaching, that Almighty God is my witness,

As a warrior’ those are my fears, and being scare...those weakness are my stronghold.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

May 11, 2026

9:54 AM

My eternal love

  

Jehovah (YHWH) my wonderful love,

my Divine father (creator) how lovely you have become,

how desirable I find your spirit (person) to be,

I would feel abandoned and left behind,

if an everlasting covenant couldn’t be forged, reached between us,

I be happiest if my spirit person be engulfed...draft in a full embrace,

an everlasting attachment is what seek most,

I couldn’t ask anything more,

and that is a question of time,

your everlasting supreme love I keep so dear and sacred,

certainly your my profound love crush !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 4/17/26 08:40AM

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Ring of Fire

 

Ring of Fire

 There is none but a burning flame

consuming like wildfire

racing through the soul 

eternity seeking my presences

life force in a slowly closing portal

and thou I wish it stayed 

my grievance...a temporary 

setback on what it has gained

oath and vows unspoken

not my choice

a ring of fire figurative writing blinds my sight

an eye opening exchange not for the average.

 January ? 2026

Rafael G

God (YHWH) has healed 

I rise from the ashes

 It hurts to learn the "TRUTH" and I wasn't born in it,

what maybe carved out of it, even half truth remains controversial,

through accurate acknowledgement, trials and errors we're reborn into it, 

slowly and meticulously like light and shades one is drawn to it,

those who seek the objective conscience, light from a distance (remote) stars

that seem far away so small to the receiving eyes yet speaks grandeur

so Divine, a call for the few...

I rise from the ashes, reconstruct a new (me) to give chase to my love crush 

and there be no seconds, thirds or fourth,

of the same,

but an eternal poetic verse. 

  

Monday, December 29, 2025

Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed. 

 

Resucito de las cenizas  

Duele aprender la "VERDAD" y no nací en ella. 

Lo que tal vez se desvió de ella, 

incluso la media verdad, sigue siendo controvertido. 

A través del reconocimiento preciso, las pruebas y los errores, renacemos en ella. 

Lenta y meticulosamente, como la luz y las sombras, 

uno se siente atraído hacia ella. Aquellos que buscan la conciencia objetiva, la luz como estrellas distantes, 

que parecen lejanas, tan pequeñas a los ojos que las reciben, pero que expresan grandeza. 

Tan Divina, un llamado para unos pocos... 

Resucito de las cenizas, reconstruyo un nuevo yo para perseguir a mi amor triturante,

Y no habrá segundos iguales, terceros Oh' cuartos sino una poesia eternal !

 

Rafael Dios (YHWH) ha sanado. 

 

 

Dark age

 The world at large is entering a dark age,

where rule based order is no longer a reliable 

model. A new age of turmoil and savagery

where a few men and woman operate 

above the law, replacing the old age speculation

no longer attainable. A system attacking itself a hack

within that frame, destroying the foundations

it so labored through institutions of good will and the front

it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found

no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era

and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable.

Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong. 

 

Published on

1/21/26 8:22 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Against all odds * experiences pass and present (revised) I honor U but break free ! please

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Love be shackled

 I never knew that liking, loving or admiring someone was a crime, and 

ultimately capital punishment,

I truly understand the opposite spiritual side of this and because of love 

the Almighty and Divine gave us his first born,

because his great compassion move his benevolent person to exercises

profound mercy to undeserving guest,

yet at these perilous times some equate the finest of gift's with fault-lines 

to question the very essences of life itself, 

walking in the person of Jesus, few attain the gift's some have taken for granted

and I have seen to much and be joking. 

 

Published on

2/1/26 12:10 PM

 

Rafa EL (God has healed) 

My happiest moments /Please read it again(Revised)

 

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness,

your (Manic)depression,

your (anxiety) disorder,

your bi-polarism,

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia,

your social (disorders) psychopathy,

Dark triad personality (closely associated with Autism) 

your alexithymia,

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Awake N Sound Love x10 (Searching the house of God (YHWH)

 

 To be awake entails soundness of mind,

to be balanced in all aspect of daily exchange require fine tuning,

in turn a person of exceptional gift's is constantly going through re-evaluation...like a renewal to remain focus and pliable,

by accurate knowledge we contend with the countless hacks undermining those vibrational pulls,

to be awake and sound, exceptional and gifted, through the operational of the Holiest-of-Holiest we remain fixed on the prize,

very little room for stumbling and if we error the power over weakness contends the Holy spirit, 

in the order of weakness and power there is never a short-slightness. and the helper is always at the scene ascertaining absolute control and undeserved kindness,

So what should I say ? "keep your eye's on the prize and stay on mission" !  

A time to shine befalls all, but not in the same order. 

 

Published on

8/20/25 4:13 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Flower of Holy Spirit

 

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

The Temple

 

 

Morning glory-lets-head-out-to-fields-and-turn over some stones Clic here 
 

 The temple is missing a column,

a lamp stand,

the most colorful smile, 

a certain energy that permeate

like a fixed frequency,

A vibrational Drive that bounce back and forth,

across our place of worship,

Where I summons the Holiest-of Holiest,

Jehovah where is she, let me go and look for her, 

I can't miss her fine tuning, 

where could I go and find such striking placement 

of your finest craft ?

How would we* find inspiration to write and praise ? 

her absences besiege (me), us* the essential instrument 

for harmonious melodies, which we* hold so dear.  

Rafa EL (YHWH) has healed.

Published on

11/23/25 9:11 AM

Main event (Host-of-Host)

 

 If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

 * YHWH 

Just praise him, laud and sanctify while we can !

 October 19, 2024 at 01:30am

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Kintsugi (mend the broken) Revised

 

 Blessed and more Blessings Clic here !

There are moment's hard  to absorb,

and moment's that absorb completely,

moments like a screeching, screaming felt in the throat, 

and moment's I left for mute,

yet a battlefield of contention's fill my soul,

my dearest I couldn't touch, has left the greatest scream lodged in my throat,

once again the saddest of moment's the inactivity of my yearns,

the brother I so much love ...the family in full embrace, the moment's I deeply hold,

mend my broken pieces...Almighty and Divine (Blessed) and Blessed greater the aching heart's of families torn apart,

soften the transitional path we must cross together and fill every hard breath of sighing with love-joy and jubilation,

comfort in the wings of love and protect, shield our beloved ones.

the revised version of all that is spoken...ask all the nations that have contended with the Almighty God (YHWH) and see for yourself how they fared ? and I have witnessed his gran mercies, undeserved kindness, how he heals beyond repair and brings back the broken into a state of extreme comfort.

What should I say ? Take me home with those who have received a moments touch, the internal healing and those in trying times stayed the course, in faith...prayers...under tribulations and the countless fronts that line-up against a small flock of men/woman that remain resolved against such questions.

What should I say ? praise him, and praise him while we can !

 

Praise and laud the Almighty God,

Hay momentos difíciles de absorber, 

y momentos que absorben completamente, 

momentos como un chillido, un grito que se siente en la garganta, 

y momentos que dejé en silencio, 

sin embargo, un campo de batalla de contiendas llena mi alma, 

mi ser más querido que no pudo tocar, ha dejado el grito más grande alojado en mi garganta, 

una vez más, el momento más triste, la inactividad de mis anhelos, 

el hermano que tanto amo... la familia en pleno abrazo, los momentos que sostengo profundamente, 

repara mis pedazos rotos... Todopoderoso y Divino (Bendito) y Benditos más los corazones doloridos de las familias destrozadas, 

suaviza el camino de transición que debemos cruzar juntos y llena cada respiración difícil de suspiros con amor, alegría y júbilo, 

consuela en las alas del amor y protege, protege a nuestros seres amados. Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso,

la versión revisada de todo lo que se ha dicho...pregunten a todas las naciones que han contendido con el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) y vean por ustedes mismos cómo les fue. Y yo he sido testigo de sus grandes misericordias, bondad inmerecida, cómo sana sin posibilidad de reparación y devuelve a los quebrantados a un estado de consuelo extremo. 

 ¿Qué debo decir? Llévenme a casa con aquellos que han recibido un toque momentáneo, la sanidad interna y aquellos que en tiempos difíciles se mantuvieron firmes, en la fe... oraciones... bajo tribulaciones y los innumerables frentes que se alinean contra un pequeño rebaño de hombres/mujeres que permanecen decididos contra tales preguntas. ¿Qué debo decir? ¡Alaben, y elogien mientras podamos!

Published on

1/13/25 7:39 PM

 Rafael G Gonzalez