Tuesday, September 29, 2026
Monday, September 28, 2026
Two silhouette
Two silhouette choreograph a tango (dance) to the fine tuning of the universe,
sounds and frequencies all to obvious,
its notes celestial poetry,
nothing like Divine harmony,
a host of awesome inspiration permeates, impregnates the air,
Jehovah stimulates my senses, so I praise and praise.
Rafael G Gonzalez
09/08/26 5:04am
Millennial Dawn (Dedicated to a special one )
In millennial Dawn which is not far from where I sit, in my heart springs a wonderful speculation with greatest of hope to find myself embraced by a companion set for the mission, we under oath...send me, send me...
Our enemy and that of my beloved father (YHWH) under the illusion, impression that through weakness and lower threshold the advantage leaned over to his side,
yet deep within Divine instructions resides and stems a reserve to mend the broken pieces,
with eagerness and replenished energies I find that hope like a mirror in front of me,
so what should I say’ weakness you are at a turning point,
My helper is Divine, his superlative actions can mend trillions of errors and correct codes of the “sacred spiral”
with that kind of love I contend, and yes I can gladly say my weakness has become my stronghold,
because my helper will not release or leave the broken pieces yearning without mending,
Should I say anymore ?
From Sheol or
Hades make my return be your delight and your Great spirit rest and I
right along with it,
my crush everlasting
and your thoughts flows within me, never let go.
Rafa EL G
Gonzalez
09/17/26 09:00 AM
Gaily exchange/ intercabios alegre
Sadness consumes me,
yet not as much as the joy
that vibrates and springs from deep roots—
a collaboration of synthesis and synergy,
enigmatic to the dreamer and weaver of visions.
In the mid-morning dew, a temperate blend
communicates a vast awakening across open fields;
amidst this joyful exchange for Divine glory,
only you remain.
Rafael G Gonzalez
La tristeza me consume
pero no tanto como la alegria
que vibra y brota en raiz profunda
es una colaboracion de syntesis y sinergia
enigmatica para el ensallador y tejedor de suenos
en el rocio de media manan~a, un templado misto
comunica despierto enorme en los campos abriertos
para la gloria Divina en el intercambio alegremente
solo faltas tu.
Sept.22 7:44Pm
Rafael G Gonzalez
Unbroken Rhythms
You're much aware, that my expressions have changed
it doesn't carry a heavy and weighty matter, its reconstructing the past
into a new self, making invitations through deconstruction of hurtful schemes
and imbalances that so much seeks my presence,
as the innocence of a child the heart contends,
the innocent smile that race to the receiving soul,
here I'm yearns the old age drama, seeking the cause...mending the broken pieces, as light is to day and darkness is to night searching pure truth and the host at it finest,
a gathering of sparks saturated the air, a soft spoken and admiringly beautiful rose, and we exchanged unbroken rhythms like energies stock-piling into it's core,
I hope someday you will come into life, and we channel those superlative expressions, all embracing and never to release.
Rafael G Gonzalez
Sep 28, 2026 1:19PM
I rise from the ashes
It hurts to learn the "TRUTH" and I wasn't born in it,
what maybe carved out of it, even half truth remains controversial,
through accurate acknowledgement, trials and errors we're reborn into it,
slowly and meticulously like light and shades one is drawn to it,
those who seek the objective conscience, light from a distance (remote) stars
that seem far away so small to the receiving eyes yet speaks grandeur
so Divine, a call for the few...
I rise from the ashes, reconstruct a new (me) to give chase to my love crush
and there be no seconds, thirds or fourth,
of the same,
but an eternal poetic verse.
Monday, December 29, 2025
Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed.
Resucito de las cenizas
Duele aprender la "VERDAD" y no nací en ella.
Lo que tal vez se desvió de ella,
incluso la media verdad, sigue siendo controvertido.
A través del reconocimiento preciso, las pruebas y los errores, renacemos en ella.
Lenta y meticulosamente, como la luz y las sombras,
uno se siente atraído hacia ella. Aquellos que buscan la conciencia objetiva, la luz como estrellas distantes,
que parecen lejanas, tan pequeñas a los ojos que las reciben, pero que expresan grandeza.
Tan Divina, un llamado para unos pocos...
Resucito de las cenizas, reconstruyo un nuevo yo para perseguir a mi amor triturante,
Y no habrá segundos iguales, terceros Oh' cuartos sino una poesia eternal !
Rafael Dios (YHWH) ha sanado.
Love be shackled
I never knew that liking, loving or admiring someone was a crime, and
ultimately capital punishment,
I truly understand the opposite spiritual side of this and because of love
the Almighty and Divine gave us his first born,
because his great compassion move his benevolent person to exercises
profound mercy to undeserving guest,
yet at these perilous times some equate the finest of gift's with fault-lines
to question the very essences of life itself,
walking in the person of Jesus, few attain the gift's some have taken for granted
and I have seen to much and be joking.
By all Means (Stay on course) Thanks
Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,
happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,
life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),
we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned,
to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,
in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,
in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,
it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,
with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will !
Yes, and by Divine and meaningful outlook I stay on course, that which summons (me) and a yearn to connect and expand in more ways meaningful then the last,
I am aware of my call just like any-other spiritual person, and under that endowment a separation is at work...so if we can "stay the course" you be helping us in achieving those means, and that is a blessed compliment.
Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....
Transformation-of-dying-thought Clic here
Rafael G Gonzalez
Sunday, September 27, 2026
Ignorance/La Ignorancia (Revised) Thank you
to find within reach all things written
the few who dared against all odds
who poured the finest of treasures
the finest of gems
who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm
the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced
the one who became a subject of endless debates
the one whom you planted doubts
the one confidence you striped away
for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself
it is something we* had to do
the unbridled exclamations I had to endured
my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...
the unlearned
and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed
there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect
the lifeline of self consuming events...and now this
you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace
and even the things you do embrace are far fetched
your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence (Root) without a host
so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best
a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration
yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause
yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory
I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing
the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access
for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.
I can't say no more !
* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all.
Rafael G Gonzalez
The veil (Revised) Thank you * Read again,and again !
Reader digest !
I find it repugnant and resent those who operate under the cloak,
of secrecy and are deceitful in ways more then one,
they lack the courage to express themselves openly,
their school of thought is abnormal and riddle in flaws,
many suckers have taken the bait and practice makes perfect,
I give the honest truth and always will no matter the cause,
at disposal many are the devious ways to confess the pure doctrine,
how long can you go into hiding and not be struck by a bolt of lightening,
or could it be a broad disorder of reasoning,
or the misalignment of a polarized complex out of reach,
or the overload of fluctuations with under managed range,
for what ever reason of twist and turns engage those engines,
they keep hostage the expression and hold in bondage the sacredness of the heart, the stifling of conscience,
under the same disguise mislead the unaware,
how selfish to burn so many bridges and remain normal among the masses,
you are of very little use to me, and certainly a pleading host,
your shameful acts have a cross road and the exchange will be equal,
how can you over-step something greater and not expect a return ?
and I apologize not for anything that is truthful and worthy for the cause,
If I can express it, find it within yourself to drop those shackles and vacate the prison wall that which you so admiringly revere,
yes, I'm controversial but no more controversial then the things kept in the back burner, that I so cleverly bring to the light,
it's that the reason for distress?
Even the smallest speck of light can be seen in total darkness, that is the power which contends with vileness and obscurity,
The true son's of light are like lightning spears and when it strikes it exposes the largest to the smallest fabrications, counterfeits, and are stable reminders that nothing is hidden in the corridor of time,
Making use of what ever apparatus of deceitful schemes come into view and the repugnance that follow such deviation, it's secrets and the many layers of cover-ups are all headed to a total collapse,
As for those in the comfort zone and have made darkness a hiding place for practice, how is it that light can shine for you ? The sun shines for all and night befall us all, yet the luminaries are always present ! whether night or day, how watchful and insightful is the light !
Mark and remember !
Controversial-truth Clic here!
* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all
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Rafael G Gonzalez
Saturday, September 26, 2026
Awake N Sound
To be awake entails soundness of mind,
to be balanced in all aspect of daily exchange require fine tuning,
in turn a person of exceptional gift's is constantly going through re-evaluation...like a renewal to remain focus and pliable,
by accurate knowledge we contend with the countless hacks undermining those vibrational pulls,
to be awake and sound, exceptional and gifted, through the operational of the Holiest-of-Holiest we remain fixed on the prize,
very little room for stumbling and if we error the power over weakness contends the Holy spirit,
in the order of weakness and power there is never a short-slightness, and the helper is always at the scene ascertaining absolute control and undeserved kindness,
So what should I say ? "keep your eye's on the prize and stay on mission" !
A time to shine befalls all, but not in the same order.
Rafael G Gonzalez
Friday, September 25, 2026
My eternal Love
Jehovah (YHWH) my wonderful love,
my Divine father (creator) how lovely you have become,
how desirable I find your spirit (person) to be,
I would feel abandoned and left behind,
if an everlasting covenant couldn’t be forged, reached between us,
I be happiest if my spirit person be engulfed...draft in a full embrace,
an everlasting attachment is what I seek most,
I couldn’t ask anything more,
and that is a question of time,
your everlasting supreme love I keep so dear and sacred,
certainly your my profound love crush !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez 4/17/26 08:40AM
Thursday, September 24, 2026
Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)
To
the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the
four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind
set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and
less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes
deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for
their steadfastness in hope of exchange.
All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.
It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.
Wednesday, September 23, 2026
Poetic notes and Journeys *
The collection* consist of more then 250 original writings "Access Granted" is not published at this time. There all copy right at the library of congress, my intentions is for the audience to read and reflect on the many experiences life dishes out. I hold back nothing and speak with a clear conscience. Only a few notes are available at this time...I'm working so, please bear with me, and thank you all the global family and friends for staying with us in the journeys.
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
07/20/26
Finish Product/Potter's vessel II (should we*say anymore )
Have his surgical implants spoken to you lately ?
Does your DNA (his copy right and intellectual property) carries out a restless search, and have you been awake, alert to fill in the blanks for which there is no detachment ?
His eyes are on you, and so a power structure is a force field upon the rising and setting of your wonderful grace.
When the Almighty and Divine (Host-of-Host) Sovereign and LORD makes a choice it's impossible to shake, when the (Holiest-of-Holiest) seeks what is rightfully his, what power can deny ?
A comforter and like a feather in flight he carries you in the wings of love, rising ever higher until riding the clouds. And in the same gentle motion sets you down, that was a joy ride.
When Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) called you out from the pipe-lines of life and gladly, joyfully received you in blessings and made you his choice.
Those blessing and gifts, your birthright and inheritance aren't for sell. Stand firm like a support column at the temple, hold steady and fight the good fight of the faith. I be there with you "all the way" that's what God said.
If you can see it and dream it, you place no limit on his infinite power and relationship forge.
Jehovah's eyes are on you... his love is to deep and plans even deeper Clic Here
Power-struggle Clic here
Rafael G Gonzalez
God(YHWH) has healed
Sunday, September 20, 2026
Morning Glory dawn of light
Morning Glory, let's head out to the fields and turn over some stones
and find the most precious of pearls and timeless gems.
I summons the infinite, through infinity that the works are not in vain.
Your guarantee I have, and a single pause has never failed.
Through the obstacles I found radiant and abundant light,
A gem hard to describe in essences,
Unknown to men,
Ever glowing with expressions something like a fixture, ornament from the Holiest-of-Holiest,
Light of dawn shadows (me) and in that glory I feel that warm embrace,
to the finest of gems, I reveal to you "what a heart can do"
No other can cause so such excitement in a thousand years give away, or currently exhaust my senses...that is Jehovah's love joy,
If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality, I have been dreaming all to well,
I'm certain the search will seize and the prize attained,
My devotion complete and in full embrace seeking the everlasting Vows oath...show (us) the way.
Just praise him while we can....
Rafael G Gonzalez
Jehovah's true-love-joy Clic here !
Saturday, September 19, 2026
A mother's last wish
I have a deep yearn and I wish it settle the scream, screech lodge in my throat,
I can write but not speak it,
a mother’s desire to see her youngest, a vision that never filled her presence,
I at short distance of her death-bed, she cry out a name...as something Divine
stood near me,
son who is that young lady sitting next to you, "mother I’m awake watching over you...no one is here",
something sprang from her deep maternal instincts,
I guarded her with reverence Jehovah’s finest,
yet something guarded me, in purest white, beautiful as a mother’s thoughts.
Rafael G Gonzalez
Suitable vessel (Revised)
I consider Myself a person of high ( EQ=emotional intelligence ) feelings, emotions, compassion and love,
I can feel others very naturally,
exceptionally endowed with the fruits of the Holy Spirit, these take residence in my DNA, and we nourish the spark on timely basis,
there is no injustice, partiality, hate, I'm a simply man, I do not covet or envy
I love and loved the lady who labored for my cause,
I stood at her side willing to sacrifice as she would have,
some may lean to saying I'm boasting,
yet I have all the reason to do so,
in the LORD I boast greatest,
I found my call,
my father at work for my cause til this day and beyond,
I express freely,
a freeman I'm,
carrying out the mandates of the Holiest-of-Holiest,
I have a blood debt and thou Jesus (welcome Reign) has set me free
my contention is righteous,
I'm not above his example...this day, this moment or tomorrow a void permeates the
air which I inhale and exhale, that my call be manifest in full display,
through the expression and invisible scars, thorns, persecutions I'm a suitable vessel
so please spare me not...it's the least I can ask.
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
God has healed (YHWH)
Friday, September 18, 2026
Love and conscience...I'm your witness ?
The position of conscience is this, the greater the opposition in equal
terms should be the resolve,
the greater the resistance in equal terms greet it's conditions.
A well train conscience is constantly re-evaluating it's host and setting in place the alignments,
so that the path of righteous is made complete,
in the balancing act we make credible use of those implants, to move in synchronization with the
host (Jehovah) that has our intentions in best regard,
the conscience bows, submits and is at a constant state of awareness, it has an impartial exchange with it's counterpart,
what is the source of origin at it's core ?
why is this other you' a guidance, a source framed within the self and found no other place ?
this other voice that speaks louder than any other vocalized instrument,
it has the power to cause, actuate, and transform the missing pieces of those enigmatic links (thrift)
Love and conscience had a debate a profound exchange while we were asleep and continued way pass dawn of day, and they never tired out in promoting the senses.
I have to beg the question, in those debates how did we fared in those enlighten contentions ?
my moral compass, sets of rules, standards in which the eternal being acts accordingly under free will and superlative guidelines.
Love and conscience...I'm your witness ?
Published on
11/10/25 8:21 AM
Rafael G Gonzalez
Tuesday, September 15, 2026
Internal conflicts (Revised)
And when I say free, it's not on my own accord, but by a new set of virtues absent of pass yearnings for the revelations to a higher state of conformity. Disowning the self is letting go completely all that which has been a hindrance, and embarking on a continuance journey of reparation and restoration of that newly acquire calling of awareness,
Being conscience of these out of body exchanges is an overgrowth of collective assignments in life's journeys and alignment with the internal conflicts. It becomes the life long experience and duration, that can become a question of selection and not chance. How many of us at one time or another felt like life affairs had no alignment with the internal conflicts ?
Our daily routines (life affairs) and conscience (internal conflicts) were at odds with each other, being that the call was placed on (me) and me not on the call. I feel singled out and privileged that the implants in form of conscientiousness can't be dismissed. The expression woven deep, hammered into our DNA by means beyond human understanding is awakening, vibrating, seeking it's new path and focused with a revived charge to spark.
In retrospect what is internal (conscience) become external (life affairs) and we engage the exchange with the freedom of purest invocation of that new self. So we carry on as light bearers, illuminating the darkest path in the most subtle substitution of enigmatic shades, light and darkness.
A mind...A heart...A conscience...A spirit... all encapsulated in a contraption of flesh and bones with these I'm suited to make spiritual warfare, and theocratic order !
Praise and sanctify the Almighty God (YHWH)
Diré la verdad que es ajena al hombre, para que la alarma consciente que lleva a cabo sus conflictos internos, pueda preparar el escenario para un nuevo yo despierto. Si puedo ser ese guía en mis propias luchas, entonces podré ser verdaderamente libre.
Y cuando digo libre, no es por mi propia voluntad, sino por un nuevo conjunto de virtudes ausentes de anhelos pasados por las revelaciones a un estado superior de conformidad. Desconocer el yo es dejar ir completamente todo lo que ha sido un obstáculo y embarcarse en un viaje continuo de reparación y restauración de ese llamado recién adquirido de conciencia.
Ser consciente de estos intercambios fuera del cuerpo es un crecimiento excesivo de las tareas colectivas en los viajes de la vida y la alineación con los conflictos internos. Se convierte en la experiencia y la duración de toda la vida, que puede convertirse en una cuestión de selección y no de azar.
¿Cuántos de nosotros en un momento u otro sentimos que los asuntos de la vida no estaban alineados con los conflictos internos? Nuestras rutinas diarias (asuntos de la vida) y nuestra conciencia (conflictos internos) estaban en desacuerdo entre sí, siendo que el llamado estaba puesto en (mí) y yo no estaba en el llamado. Me siento singularizado y privilegiado de que los implantes en forma de conciencia no puedan ser descartados. La expresión entretejida profundamente, martillada en nuestro ADN por medios más allá del entendimiento humano está despertando, vibrando, buscando su nuevo camino y enfocándose con una carga renovada para encender.
En retrospectiva, lo que es interno se vuelve externo y nos involucramos en el intercambio con la libertad de la invocación más pura de ese nuevo yo. Así que continuamos como portadores de luz, iluminando el camino más oscuro en la sustitución más sutil de sombras enigmáticas, luz y oscuridad.
Una mente... Un corazón... Una conciencia... Un espíritu... todo encapsulado en un artilugio de huesos y piel con estos soy apto para hacer guerra espiritual y orden teocrático!
Alabado sea y santifique al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)
Rafael G Gonzalez
Sacred journey
The emotional mask or veil of the pass is slowly being removed and the new you, forming the trust through that new awakening.
You acquiesce no trials or pressures, just a call that keeps the engine running and the fine tuning like a distress call, that your vibrating at a different level.
your not running from pass fears or moments that triggers upsetting response, the focus shifts and there are new chapters in blank pages to fill.
seek the moments and test the arrangements without words for cause, what ever is in the air that is worth engaging, make use of all knowledge gained and summons the highest power that which seeks and shapes that new path.
How many times do we break and how many times do we mend ?
Life is like stitching and knitting...but we never give up on the call. As a filament that traverse in our holy path in the sacred journey of what is Divine, something will shake our deepest reserve that we are not alone.
turn to Almighty God and see how troubled the enemy becomes !
give generously from your acquired gains, and the reserves that sat stock-piled for the moments to transition into that self assured purposeful call.
in the stillness, quietness, calmness ever enduring and patient, we give back to our Divine host all that which is rightfully his own.
in this order all that is sacredly guided to the highest power cries out Almighty God (YHWH) take me home...take me home.
Hebrews chapter 11 a resurrection awaits all those of faith, who defeated death, and their temporary absence had no authority over their eternal presences. As they await a promise to return from their resting place. In the hands of Almighty God their soul's recalled to memory and their works honored.
I wish we could one-day meet those challenges,
Rafael G Gonzalez
The last call (Oathkeeper take me home)
Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent,
Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call"
for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt,
please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person,
with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure,
the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search,
let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ?
When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting (Covenant)
I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down
these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship,
your much to kind...this much I know and for the good of all I deserve it not,
my sleep is light and my heart heavy...that allotted space has been very comforting and the events speaks for themselves,
I'm looking forward in filling those gaps and with your Divine guidance we shall overcome,
dream weaver, reveal and cast your intrigues and fill (me) with the hopes of my heart contempt's,
hold my hand and in the wings love...take (me) home, take (me) home.
Please allow (me) to worship...and praise and praise.
Rafael G Gonzalez
Sacred expression (Thanks) keep searching
Monday, September 14, 2026
Spirit of the Air (Excerpts"Access granted")
Dark age clic here
There is something in the air,
something heavy, like never felt before,
yes something dark and very dense, there are countless suffering
it's manifestation, it can't be seen; it's presence ever menacing
like a black cloud slowly casting and forecasting events not known
to the average, it is gaining momentum...I have been watching closely
no better time than current the air has matured and it's affects are just
minimum, at any given time it shall burst and the gathering spread like incense and burnt offering,
that is the air that which contends, just a few more breath and what befalls
one befalls all...that is the message a weighty matter,
the North and South, and in between the air is stretching, all encompassing and at large a crowd in full expectation,
what come out of this eerie, frightening and numbing events remains under watch.
Rafael G Gonzalez
Sunday, September 13, 2026
I'm scared Excerpts ("access granted") Revised
Death is a trivial matter for a warrior,
Financially I don’t chase broken dreams,
the poor and rich have embarked in a race the outcome is the same,
health, I have survived cancer and slipped Sheol and Hades once to often, I have denied the pit the spoils of death and left it yearning, hungry and a mouth to feed,
So what leads me, to say “I’m scared” is a loose tongue…
I have always feared this instrument, greater than any other weapon devised. It can be a weapon of mass destruction, and it has done so. It can set raging wild, forest fires and consume all in it's path,
"I’m scared" not for my sake, but the countless unaware who take the bait setting up tripwire for bridges to burn,
Yet this instrument when in use properly can cause the spirit of the Holiest-of-Holiest to actuate and itself utter wonders,
may your return be a joyful journey, with blessings beyond the tender mercies and underserved kindness,
Almighty God be that witness,
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
Main event (Host-of-Host)
Evento major/best read in English original
If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune.
From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out.
The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !
* YHWH
Just praise him, laud and sanctify while we can !
October 19, 2024 at 01:30am
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
If I boast ! (Revised) thanks for searching my fathers library
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.
Now that you know channel those feelings/energies to a higher power ! And may the idle spirit and stagnant energies don't become a hindrance in uplifting others.
Light bearer's (Holder's of the light)
Too all those son's of light that remained faithful,
that were not enticed by trivial offers,
that held truth through the light (truth bearer's)...
unlike the defector and no place was found for him,
cast-out among the star's of Almighty God (YHWH)
you holder's and bearer's of the light,
I share with you that hope of conviction,
that steadfastness,
that unwavering love for a Divine being that has crushed my heart,
this day is a good day,
our celestial host, Almighty and Divine feels a love and loyalty only
(HE) is deserving and worthy to be elated, praised, sanctified, laud to time infinite,
please allow (me) to hold hands together,
and sing a new song for the one and only....Jehovah ! Yahweh ! Jah ! YHWH !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
Excerpts " Access Granted "
He that examines me, is familiar with me, and there is no partiality,
His complete acquaintance has been made available and I feel no restraints or constraints,
For bad or for worst, and I have walked that path, never has there been a detachment. So if any other makes eyes at me, I shy and slip away, so one can learn from me, or remain in your judgement sit...for times duration.
My intentions remain veiled and abstract,stifled,and ridiculed...yet a thousand years couldn’t remain in the judgement sit.
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
Dark age
The world at large is entering a dark age,
where rule based order is no longer a reliable
model. A new age of turmoil and savagery
where a few men and woman operate
above the law, replacing the old age speculation
no longer attainable. A system attacking itself a hack
within that frame, destroying the foundations
it so labored through institutions of good will and the front
it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found
no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era
and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable.
Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong.
Rafael G Gonzalez
Saturday, September 12, 2026
CONCEPT * (excerpts "Access granted) Revised
Certain females (woman)
I'm not generalizing, but through experience;
feel there is a perfect man out there searching for them,
that is remote from the truth as it is from the speculation,
You lost that (6) millennial ago,
so as to compensate one keeps a list of resumes (suitors) to offset that lost,
true love requires sacrifice and not convenience,
as a man/writer searching for the lost cause, I'm more knowledgeable on
subject, and not trivialities...
as for me, I'm not the perfect man or intent to be in hosting those anomalies,
yet I can make you complete (whole) and my spirituality is not a contest,
maybe when the axe strikes and my head rolls, you will see the perfect man all to clearly,
blood, sweat, pain, tears equals sacrifice,
true love embrace all the above and the empowerment to never release,
imperfect in form yet made whole through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest.
09/12/26 4:43pm
Rafael G Gonzalez
Monday, September 7, 2026
Moving soon/Domain and Host
To all that wonderful audience that stayed with me, since the very start. Thank you all, as I wish to embrace all in tender love, compassion and best of all brotherly/sister affection. I keep you informed :}
Slave girl II
May through her you find the pleasures of your works,
05/04/25 Today I feel a great void, a scream...but as life goes on, I praise and laud Almighty God (YHWH) to the highest power. Another champion of faith was called to join the ranks of faithful and that is greatest of joy. She awaits her return in high regard and a warrior for Divine creeds. I'm humbled for the words she spoke to (me) before this glorious day. In the hands of Almighty God (YHWH) you rest and that is very comforting to my soul.
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore,
we do not give up, but even if the man* we are outside is wasting away,
certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day.
* woman
Rafael G Gonzalez
Everlasting apologies II *
How painful things are,
and how painful things can be,
yet painful of all is the human experience as a whole,
each sorrows carries it's own tunes,
we can express that sentiment,
that feeling with great ease and at times releasing a destructive path,
like a raging mighty river,
self inflicting all goodness crushed, as blind like a binding attachment it could not let go,
that pain...that sentiment...fine tuned sorrows, that rage we so madly revere,
for the yearnings souls that which pain holds,
the easily channeled coerced, set free the chains that binds and release the stagnant
energies and be reborn with a new image of everlasting acceptance,
my apologies for the things I didn't say,
and regrets for not being heard, may the words of truth stand it's trials.
* My wonderful mother a great warrior past away 05/04/25 at about the same time.
A warrior's journey * (Revised)
Ask me how I found the light ? I will say this, by tracing back the foundations and man's quest for the greater revelation. Am I in ignorance may that never be the case, to emulate the father creator, I have disowned myself and seek an audience with the perfect being, that is the light, infinite knowledge, compassion, mercy and a true warrior for righteousness and justice.
I'm constantly forced to ask within, how can we/I ever truly be a spiritual person...when our bodies (temple) of the soul, is saturated with negative energies causing so many anomalies, that interfere with that growth ?
By : Raphael G
01/06/17
Lord set me free * (Revised) Always special guest
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