Internal conflicts (Revised)

 

  I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self. If I can be that guide in my own struggles, then I can truly be free. 

And when I say free, it's not on my own accord, but by a new set of virtues absent of pass yearnings for the revelations to a higher state of conformity. Disowning the self is letting go completely all that which has been a hindrance, and embarking on a continuance journey of reparation and restoration of that newly acquire calling of awareness,

Being conscience of these out of body exchanges is an overgrowth of collective assignments in life's journeys and alignment with the internal conflicts. It becomes the life long experience and duration, that can become a question of selection and not chance. How many of us at one time or another felt like life affairs had no alignment with the internal conflicts ?

 Our daily routines (life affairs) and conscience (internal conflicts) were at odds with each other, being that the call was placed on (me) and me not on the call. I feel singled out and privileged that the implants in form of conscientiousness can't be dismissed. The expression woven deep, hammered into our DNA by means beyond  human understanding is awakening, vibrating, seeking it's new path and focused with a revived charge to spark.

In retrospect what is internal (conscience) become external (life affairs) and we engage the exchange with the freedom of purest invocation of that new self. So we carry on as light bearers, illuminating the darkest path in the most subtle substitution of enigmatic shades, light and darkness.

A mind...A heart...A conscience...A spirit... all encapsulated in a contraption of fresh and bones with these I'm suited to make spiritual warfare, and theocratic order !

Praise and sanctify the Almighty God (YHWH)

Diré la verdad que es ajena al hombre, para que la alarma consciente que lleva a cabo sus conflictos internos, pueda preparar el escenario para un nuevo yo despierto. Si puedo ser ese guía en mis propias luchas, entonces podré ser verdaderamente libre.

Y cuando digo libre, no es por mi propia voluntad, sino por un nuevo conjunto de virtudes ausentes de anhelos pasados ​​por las revelaciones a un estado superior de conformidad. Desconocer el yo es dejar ir completamente todo lo que ha sido un obstáculo y embarcarse en un viaje continuo de reparación y restauración de ese llamado recién adquirido de conciencia.

Ser consciente de estos intercambios fuera del cuerpo es un crecimiento excesivo de las tareas colectivas en los viajes de la vida y la alineación con los conflictos internos. Se convierte en la experiencia y la duración de toda la vida, que puede convertirse en una cuestión de selección y no de azar.

¿Cuántos de nosotros en un momento u otro sentimos que los asuntos de la vida no estaban alineados con los conflictos internos? Nuestras rutinas diarias (asuntos de la vida) y nuestra conciencia (conflictos internos) estaban en desacuerdo entre sí, siendo que el llamado estaba puesto en (mí) y yo no estaba en el llamado. Me siento singularizado y privilegiado de que los implantes en forma de conciencia no puedan ser descartados. La expresión entretejida profundamente, martillada en nuestro ADN por medios más allá del entendimiento humano está despertando, vibrando, buscando su nuevo camino y enfocándose con una carga renovada para encender.

En retrospectiva, lo que es interno se vuelve externo y nos involucramos en el intercambio con la libertad de la invocación más pura de ese nuevo yo. Así que continuamos como portadores de luz, iluminando el camino más oscuro en la sustitución más sutil de sombras enigmáticas, luz y oscuridad.

Una mente... Un corazón... Una conciencia... Un espíritu... todo encapsulado en un artilugio de huesos y piel fresca con estos soy apto para hacer guerra espiritual y orden teocrático!

Alabado sea y santifique al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

11/3/24 8:44 AM

Sacred journey

 

 The emotional mask or veil of the pass is slowly being removed and the new you, forming the trust through that new awakening.

You acquiesce no trials or pressures, just a call that keeps the engine running and the fine tuning like a distress call, that your vibrating at a different level.

your not running from pass fears or moments that triggers upsetting response, the focus shifts and there are new chapters in blank pages to fill.

seek the moments and test the arrangements without words for cause, what ever is in the air that is worth engaging, make use of all knowledge gained and summons the highest power that which seeks and shapes that new path.

How many times do we break and how many times do we mend ? 

Life is like stitching and knitting...but we never give up on the call. As a filament that traverse in our holy path in the sacred journey of what is Divine, something will shake our deepest reserve that we are not alone. 

turn to Almighty God and see how troubled the enemy becomes ! 

give generously from your acquired gains, and the reserves that sat stock-piled for the moments to transition into that self assured purposeful call.

in the stillness, quietness, calmness ever enduring and patient, we give back to our Divine host all that which is rightfully his own.

in this order all that is sacredly guided to the highest power cries out Almighty God (YHWH) take me home...take me home.

Hebrews chapter 11 a resurrection awaits all those of faith, who defeated death, and their temporary absence had no authority over their eternal presences. As they await a promise to return from their resting place. In the hands of Almighty God their soul's recalled to memory and their works honored.

I wish we could one-day meet those challenges,

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

5/11/25 8:45 PM

The last call (Oathkeeper take me home)

 

 

Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent,

Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call" 

for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt,

please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person,

with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure,

the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search,

let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ? 

When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting (Covenant)

I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down 

these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship,

your much to kind...this much I know and for the good of all I deserve it not,

my sleep is light and my heart heavy...that allotted space has been very comforting and the events speaks for themselves,

I'm looking forward in filling those gaps and with your Divine guidance we shall overcome,

dream weaver, reveal and cast your intrigues and fill (me) with the hopes of my heart contempt's,

hold my hand and in the wings love...take (me) home, take (me) home.

 Please allow (me) to worship...and praise and praise.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

3/12/25 6:13 AM

Sacred expression (Thanks) keep searching

 

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

 

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

 

Express the self in purity,

 

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love, 

 

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

 

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

 

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

 

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

 

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

 

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

 

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

 

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

 

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

 

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave, the fine shepherd

 

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

 

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

 

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

 

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

04/15/24

Rafael G Gonzalez

Spirit of the Air (Excerpts"Access granted")

 Dark age clic here

 There is something in the air,

something heavy, like never felt before,

yes something dark and very dense, there are countless suffering

it's manifestation, it can't be seen; it's presence ever menacing

like a black cloud slowly casting and forecasting events not known 

to the average, it is gaining momentum...I have been watching closely

no better time than current the air has matured and it's affects are just 

minimum, at any given time it shall burst and the gathering spread like incense and burnt offering,

that is the air that which contends, just a few more breath and what befalls

one befalls all...that is the message a weighty matter,

the North and South, and in between the air is stretching, all encompassing and at large a crowd in full expectation,

what come out of this eerie, frightening and numbing events remains under watch.  

 Rafael G Gonzalez

I'm scared Excerpts ("access granted") Revised

  

Death is a trivial matter for a warrior,

Financially I don’t chase broken dreams,

the poor and rich have embarked in a race the outcome is the same,

health, I have survived cancer and slipped Sheol and Hades once to often, I have denied the pit the spoils of death and left it yearning, hungry and a mouth to feed,

So what leads me, to say “I’m scared” is a loose tongue…

I have always feared this instrument, greater than any other weapon devised. It can be a weapon of mass destruction, and it has done so. It can set raging wild, forest fires and consume all in it's path,

"I’m scared" not for my sake, but the countless unaware who take the bait setting up tripwire for bridges to burn,

Yet this instrument when in use properly can cause the spirit of the Holiest-of-Holiest to actuate and itself utter wonders, 

may your return be a joyful journey, with blessings beyond the tender mercies and underserved kindness,

Almighty God be that witness,

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Main event (Host-of-Host)

 Evento major/best read in English original

I have dedicated last 5 years to writing about, my love crush...thou many back some time.

 If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

 * YHWH 

Just praise him, laud and sanctify while we can !

 October 19, 2024 at 01:30am

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

If I boast ! (Revised) thanks for searching my fathers library

 

If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause. 

Now that you know channel those feelings/energies to a higher power ! And may the idle spirit and stagnant energies don't become a hindrance in uplifting others.

 

Also my dearest global family as a philosophy major and educated by a prominent family in Princeton, NJ * there is no greater wisdom then that which is from above. If anyone takes issues with what we# write, take it with the one granting access to such wisdom.

An exceptionally bright individual typically has an IQ score between 160 and 179, a range considered "exceptionally gifted". This level of intelligence is characterized by a profound ability to reason, solve problems, learn, and process large amounts of information quickly. People in this category are more likely to show intense curiosity, creativity, and advanced cognitive abilities compared to the general population

 

I'm very much aware of my humble beginning, an unformed liquid substance, imperfect in all aspects of life, yet on a conscience level we# speak/utter wonders. Through the power of Almighty God, I'm surprisingly and wonderfully crafted for his love joy and infinite compassion.

 

If one seeks the weakness of my Armour and defenses there will always be a leak, but I have a honor-guard with the greatest of investments towards my person, with that you shouldn't contend.

 

Published on

7/16/24 10:46 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

 

*page access granted

 

#YHWH

Access-granted/subject of Almighty God (YHWH) Clic Here

Light bearer's (Holder's of the light)

 Too all those son's of light that remained faithful,

that were not enticed by trivial offers,

that held truth through the light (truth bearer's)...

unlike the defector and no place was found for him,

cast-out among the star's of Almighty God (YHWH)

you holder's and bearer's of the light,

I share with you that hope of conviction, 

that steadfastness,

that unwavering love for a Divine being that has crushed my heart,

this day is a good day,

our celestial host, Almighty and Divine feels a love and loyalty only

(HE) is deserving  and worthy to be elated, praised, sanctified, laud to time infinite,

please allow (me) to hold hands together,

and sing a new song for the one and only....Jehovah ! Yahweh ! Jah ! YHWH !

 

Published on

1/12/26 9:45 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

 

 

 

Excerpts " Access Granted "

 He that examines me, is familiar with me, and there is no partiality,
His complete acquaintance has been made available and I feel no restraints or constraints, 

For bad or for worst, and I have walked that path, never has there been a detachment. So if any other makes eyes at me, I shy and slip away, so one can learn from me, or remain in your judgement sit...for times duration.

My intentions remain veiled and abstract,stifled,and ridiculed...yet a thousand years couldn’t remain in the judgement sit.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Dark age

 The world at large is entering a dark age,

where rule based order is no longer a reliable 

model. A new age of turmoil and savagery

where a few men and woman operate 

above the law, replacing the old age speculation

no longer attainable. A system attacking itself a hack

within that frame, destroying the foundations

it so labored through institutions of good will and the front

it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found

no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era

and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable.

Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong. 

 

Published on

1/21/26 8:22 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

CONCEPT * (excerpts "Access granted) Revised

 

Certain females (woman) 

I'm not generalizing, but through experience;

feel there is a perfect man out there searching for them,

that is remote from the truth as it is from the speculation,

You lost that (6) millennial ago, 

so as to compensate one keeps a list of resumes (suitors) to offset that lost,

true love requires sacrifice and not convenience,

as a man/writer searching for the lost cause, I'm more knowledgeable on 

subject, and not trivialities...

as for me, I'm not the perfect man or intent to be in hosting those anomalies,

yet I can make you complete (whole) and my spirituality is not a contest,

maybe when the axe strikes and my head rolls, you will see the perfect man all to clearly,

blood, sweat, pain, tears equals sacrifice,

true love embrace all the above and the empowerment to never release,

imperfect in form yet made whole through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest. 

09/12/26 4:43pm  
Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

 

 

 

 

Two silhouette

 

Two silhouette choreograph a tango (dance) to the fine tuning of the universe,

 sounds and frequencies all to obvious, 

 its notes celestial poetry,

nothing like Divine harmony,

a host of awesome inspiration permeates, impregnates the air, 

Jehovah stimulates my senses, so I praise and praise.

Rafael G Gonzalez

09/08/26  5:04am 

Moving soon/Domain and Host

 To all that wonderful audience that stayed with me, since the very start. Thank you all, as I wish to embrace all in tender love, compassion and best of all brotherly/sister affection. I keep you informed :}

Slave girl II

 

 

Slave girl :

May through her you find the pleasures of your works,

In the privacy of your intimacy (fellow-worker/relationship) bring her back home, #

 

may her death-bed be a blessing, and not unsightly to onlooker's, a tower, a rock, one of the faithful of your choice.

 

May you strike her with energies beyond compare,

May your Divine will take order and completely restore your slave girl, in sound and perfect, today, tomorrow I shall wait.

 

Why do you cause so much commotion in my extremities?

Did you secretly woven us, that our dates of birth into this paradise of delight correlate, and we are one at your service ?

 

There is joy and pain that one, can't do without the other,

There is blissful birth pangs, and great joy that forgets all...I feel the same to many times from your undeserving kindness.

 

It is to much for me, since I was not born into your tent of holy blessings, I'm but a rough man of the nations.

 

I don't deserve your shield of protection to such extent, but your love has healed me and that is sufficient .

 

There is no Greater God (YHWH) then that of my ancestor's of faith...make me, one of those if so wish, but please bear, I'm just a rough man of the nations.

 

I can only pay a debt with a debt, but one to many. I hope someday you will take-up my resistance, to make right.

05/04/25 Today I feel a great void, a scream...but as life goes on, I praise and laud Almighty God (YHWH) to the highest power. Another champion of faith was called to join the ranks of faithful and that is greatest of joy. She awaits her return in high regard and a warrior for Divine creeds. I'm humbled for the words she spoke to (me) before this glorious day. In the hands of Almighty God (YHWH) you rest and that is very comforting to my soul.

 

2 Corinthians 4:12 

So death is at work in us, but life in you.

 2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore, we do not give up, but even if the man* we are outside is wasting away, certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day.

* woman

 I can't say no more !

Rafael G Gonzalez

2/7/23 1:53 AM # just about this time she was under intensive care,

40 days. My love is a warrior ! 

Everlasting apologies II *

 How painful things are,

and how painful things can be,

yet painful of all is the human experience as a whole,

each sorrows carries it's own tunes,

we can express that sentiment,

that feeling with great ease and at times releasing a destructive path,

like a raging mighty river,

self inflicting all goodness crushed, as blind like a binding attachment it could not let go,

that pain...that sentiment...fine tuned sorrows, that rage we so madly revere,

for the yearnings souls that which pain holds, 

the easily channeled coerced, set free the chains that binds and release the stagnant

energies and be reborn with a new image of everlasting acceptance,

my apologies for the things I didn't say,

and regrets for not being heard, may the words of truth stand it's trials.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

5/3/25 3:03 PM

* My wonderful mother a great warrior past away 05/04/25 at about the same time.

born on April 30th 1932

I will see you in paradise or die trying is the least I can do.

A warrior's journey * (Revised)

 

Galatians 5:16

 

But I say, Keep walking by spirit and you will carry out no fleshly desire at all.

In bondage I was called and released from the shackles that so much embraced me,

Almighty God (YHWH) and his Divine love searched and found in me the subject for favor. 

The blessings are all to obvious to me, a mother of great faith was called and she awaits the promise. 

 

I in turn have found great mercy and undeserved kindness, I shall not overstep that. Please allow me to honor the call that which we so much regard. For spiritual warfare inside or out I am suited for theocratic order and eager to finish the mission before me.

Almighty and Divine continue to nourish the spark and make of me an instrument of your choice, let me honor you and not men.

ask me what is my religion ? I will say this, Love...peace and tolerance. Ask me what is my faith ? I will say this, an unbreakable bond between me and a supreme being, which I know exist and experience its manifestations in the many periods of my life's duration. He is all powerful, very visible through his creative process, I'm drawn to him for the same reason he is drawn to me. How do I worship ? In spirit and in truth.

Ask me how I found the light ? I will say this, by tracing back the foundations and man's quest for the greater revelation. Am I in ignorance may that never be the case, to emulate the father creator, I have disowned myself and seek an audience with the perfect being, that is the light, infinite knowledge, compassion, mercy and a true warrior for righteousness and justice. 

 

He is equal to all, impartial to all, none and ever will compare to the one and only. In my relentless search for the ultimate GOD, I can honestly say creation speaks in silence !

 

Should I say anymore ?

I'm constantly forced to ask within, how can we/I ever truly be a spiritual person...when our bodies (temple) of the soul, is saturated with negative energies causing so many anomalies, that interfere with that growth ? 

 

If I serve out the allotted time, certainly it is a gauntlet well fought' yet I wasn't the whole person I was meant to be !!! 

This drama that unfolds inside of me, to a point drives the affliction, challenges that become the actuating force in an inquisitive process... Of why my innocence and the crushing expectations.

  If I’m weak in flesh and yet chosen, ordain to do the powerful work’s of the spirit, then the spirit bears my weakness in the flesh. And if the spirit contends with my weakness I have become powerful. 

 

If the spirit actuates my life force, then I have overcome my greatest adversary (weakness of the flesh). For it has become my strong-hold (counter-productive), in my contemptible state.

So being weak in flesh, and contemptible...the spirit takes pleasure that I have fought a great battle in my extremities. Left for dead...died many times, yet powerful to on-looker’s, humble in understanding.

Internalized by my conflict, and much aware of how its utilized, weaponize against me, here again is my helper. The power over the spirit working it’s ancient secret formula. The flesh and weakness have become silent in their activities as the faith bears all, supports it all...that we have overcome and never left behind.

So what is asked of us ? We don’t indulge in flesh or weakness, yet there ever present ! Does the helper take pleasure in our lowest point ? See for yourself, if He adopted us in our lowest point, certainly his goal would be to make us greater in our highest ! 

 

Men/Woman of little faith, how many times can a heart break, and how many times can it mend ? If He can see through all our shortsightedness, why can’t we ?

 

Internal-conflicts Clic here !

 

* YHWH

By : Raphael G
01/06/17

Against all odds * experiences pass and present (revised) I honor U but break free ! please

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

suspected ( Excerpts "Access granted")

Some time ago of unsuspected events, things that happen, and surprises that endure a life time,

on my way home after a bout with all kinds of challenges (anomalies) that test a man’s soul,

exhausted and wishing a swift death

wanting to be closer to a love one (mother)

the unsuspected became the suspect bold as day light, void of humanity

challenging me all over again,

but this time I’m ready and time is at my side…. So I wish them all well.

I refuse to judge anyone based solely on premonition, actions or just pure observation,

I would be usurping the seat of authority way beyond my humble means,

If my person depended or hangs on humbleness and patience, our Lord Jesus spoke to a small crowd, and the law had to be reconfigured,

For love is the instrument of correctness, and through the Holiest-of Holiest He, manifest Sovereign grandeur,

Through the qualities of the Almighty and Divine, the fruits (of the Spirit) are made very obvious, and attributes speak boldly...this I confess,

So what do you require of me, in this contraption of flesh and bones ? Imperfect form awaiting my final judgment !

May our zeal not carry guilt conscience, and no bridges are left behind burning "The way" in which the foundation are laid.

Rafael G Gonzalez
09/04/26

 we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our own,

that is the most selfish display of perfectionism,

the more I'm press the less one sees my true person,

I'm a free man and I express freely I know no other way,

in words and deeds and through the letters the purest of imperfections,

why seek my imbalances when your void is made whole ? 

I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones,

and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs to re-arrange,

I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin, 

A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial,

for the duration of borrowed time I wish to be left alone,

through trials and errors, misplacement, persecution, lost-energies, periods in absences and the seeker's that never seem to flee,

if your zeal burns try and not scorch others in those imbalances,

yet I'm the potter's vessel and through a selection of Divine will we make available what you can't see.
 

Published on
9/10/25 11:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

A thousand years seeks (Perfection) Revised

 we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our own,

that is the most selfish display of perfectionism,

the more I'm press the less one sees my true person,

I'm a free man and I express freely I know no other way,

in words and deeds and through the letters the purest of imperfections,

why seek my imbalances when your void is made whole ? 

I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones,

and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs to re-arrange,

I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin, 

A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial,

for the duration of borrowed time I wish to be left alone,

through trials and errors, misplacement, persecution, lost-energies, periods in absences and the seeker's that never seem to flee,

if your zeal burns try and not scorch others in those imbalances,

yet I'm the potter's vessel and through a selection of Divine will we make available what you can't see.

 
Published on
9/10/25 11:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Potter's vessel (Revised) * Special guest

 

 fuerzas-especiales-me-abrigan

 

May the order and kingship have no end, and not just bound to earth. May the universe be the expanse of loyal subjects to colonize, your works are marvelous and in all my humbleness I speak in riddles not yet foreseen,

Your greatness can’t be measured in numbers by mere mortals, their existence is like the dust particles,cosmic drift that have not yet settled, they are lost and have no direction.

Seek out the choicest accordingly, may their vibrational drive equate melodies in your celestial abode, eternity and infinity are your kin.

In labor pains all the vast expanse declared your glory,

All the commotion you stir in my soul and not by chance, I keep writing,vigilant and upright...yet there is a void only you can fill !

I have missed thee for a thousand year, yet you keep account of every stroke of breath in my contemptible state, it is my vehement desire to fully stretch this potter’s vessel...holding a promised resurrection.

(C) right

 

Raphael G

 

 

When the Holy spirit convicts (love,mercy,compassion,undeserving-kindness,long-suffering) a person, it has no where to run.

What the King desires the King gets, there is no point denying that.

For better measures it wont leave me alone. In submission I recognize these activities

as a grand scheme, of a father’s yearn to reconcile with his beloved child.

Day and night it’s like a tug-of-war, yes expressions,gifts woven deep in the sacred chamber (womb) God Almighty work-shop.

The King won’t be denied...I stand convicted and there is healing in that great name !

So here I am... send me, send me I bow to these mysteries only two can consent. In all my humbleness and new beginning stretch this potter’s vessel.

Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) is my eternal crush!

* YHWH

Raphael G

01/05/22

Welcome Reign

 

May your millennial reign be the beginning of greater things not yet in script form of men,

make the universe a place fitting for loyal subjects to colonize,

and may the son's of the Almighty God (YHWH) be equal to the celestial army and starry heavens, 

in your name shall bow all inspiration, and in glory declare the splendor of the finest craft,

cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsion and misfits as it contemplate the total collapse of a failed rebellion,

the qualities of your Divine person are all to embracing and I feel very small uttering words of praise, please allow (me) to worship,

what is require of (me) and I make you my eternal crush and God ? please answer (me) this ?

in my short term life span I have made you my choice, in the long run (eternal abode) devise a plan so we never depart, we have come this far and my hearts desire...your eternal presence,  

as this system draws to a close and the foundations of every corner stone removed, make your spiritual temple a permanent historical sight for times duration,

keep your eyes on the prize, Almighty and Divine...and may your vibrational drive seek out what is rightfully missing from the stock pile it once released. 

Special guest II Clic here !

Victory-song-we-shall-overcome  Clic here !

 Please allow (me) to praise, laud and sanctify the Holiest-of-Holiest... hallelujah to the most high God (YHWH)
 

Published on

6/28/25 5:22 PM

 Rafael G Gonzalez

Evento principal (Anfitrión de anfitriones)

 

Si mi sueño se interrumpió por un instante, valió la pena... varias horas meditando, varias horas escribiendo, algunas aquí y allá en oración. Y entonces amanece desde el lejano oriente una luz penetrante que, audazmente, transforma la oscuridad en un deleite sorprendente. La marcha del caminante diurno al son del canto de las plumas en vuelo, una musa coreográfica como una delicada melodía coral.

Desde el escenario (los reinos celestiales) hasta el público (los terrícolas), la poesía divina exhibe el mejor drama anfiteatral (al aire libre)... la atracción principal como ningún otro espectáculo en la tierra. El evento principal abre las cortinas (las nubes) y revela una multitud de intrigas, fascinación para la imaginación, el espectáculo del amor verdadero, la alegría y la plenitud... pero ¿quiénes son los invitados y quiénes los huéspedes? Y los artistas que nunca se cansan ni se agotan.

Los eventos más grandiosos e invaluables que todos damos por sentados, hasta el punto de que la comprensión no se ajusta a todos. Así que, señoras y señores, lo que ven hoy, ¡quizás no lo vean mañana! Pero algunos de los presentes hoy disfrutarán de este momento durante toda su vida y más allá; es decir, la eternidad… ¡un verdadero deleite para quienes buscan la verdad!

* YHWH

¡Alabémoslo, glorifiquémoslo y santifiquémoslo mientras podamos!

19 de octubre de 2024, 1:30 a. m.

Rafa EL G González

Eternity courts me (Revised) La eternidad me corteja

As a public servant in service to the people, I come across those with inquisitive thoughts

and I surely accommodate their questions. Some are prone to ask about my age,

so as a counter "I ask them" do you want to know physical age or my spiritual age ?

For the common (average) my physical age has an expiration date, from the incubation period to being

conceived cast out  my life's journeys is transitional. I won't go into details but there be a resurrection.

My spiritual age, my birth in the memory of Almighty God, in the workshop of that supreme

being that number is irreverent because I am his property. "The Almighty One" has complete

authority over the creative process and copy right to bring about a carbon copy of this subject in every detail.

So if my physical age can trick your sense, certainly my spiritual age would be something else to consider. So being subjective to eternal energy my existence is ageless. 

To the unlearned time becomes a state of mind, and not necessarily the spiritual gift it so much encompasses.

Reflecting on past experiences it invokes extreme nostalgia and I far from who I was. This contraption of flesh and bones (this material self) is the imperfect balance of superlative Divine energy, and WE* seeking to mend the stages of those imbalances.   This flesh-and-bone figure will be perfectly balanced with Divine energy that so much embraces me :}

 In the memory of Almighty God (YHWH) I wish to remain and not so much in those of men.

*YHWH 

Should we say anymore ? 

 Published on

10/6/25 6:20 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

God (YHWH) has healed

 

 Como servidor público al servicio del pueblo, me encuentro con personas con inquietudes

y, por supuesto, respondo a sus preguntas. Algunos suelen preguntar por mi edad,

así que, a modo de respuesta, les pregunto: ¿Quieren saber mi edad física o mi edad espiritual?

Para la mayoría, mi edad física tiene fecha de caducidad; desde el período de gestación hasta mi

concepción, mi vida es transitoria. No entraré en detalles, pero habrá una resurrección.

Mi edad espiritual, mi nacimiento en memoria de Dios Todopoderoso, en el taller de ese ser supremo,

ese número es irrelevante porque soy de su propiedad. El Todopoderoso tiene plena

autoridad sobre el proceso creativo y el derecho de autor para crear una copia exacta de este ser en cada detalle.

Así que, si mi edad física puede engañarles, sin duda mi edad espiritual es algo más que considerar. Al estar sujeta a la energía eterna, mi existencia es eterna.

Para quienes no han aprendido, el tiempo se convierte en un estado mental, y no necesariamente en el don espiritual que tanto encierra.

Reflexionar sobre experiencias pasadas evoca una nostalgia extrema y me aleja de quien era...quien soy !

Este artilugio de carne y huesos (este yo material) es el equilibrio imperfecto de la energía divina superlativa, y ​​nosotros* buscamos remediar las etapas de esos desequilibrios.

Esta figura de carne y hueso sera perfecta en equilibrio a la energia Divina que tanto me abraza :}

Deseo permanecer en la memoria del Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH), y no tanto en la de los hombres.

*YHWH

¿Hace falta decir algo más?

Kintsugi (Celebrating Beauty in Brokenness)

 

 

The memories of someone loved is not easy to shake,

it lingers...even postponing daily activities just for the thought,

reminiscing of events that led the fleeting soul for a moments pause,

the exchange,

the eventualities,

the innocence crushed,

finding a distraction,

the excuses,

how we grew into bitterness,

how all goodness became the hollow void,

how we took charity for the resentfulness lodged deep into lingerness,

the thought ever present,

the affliction...the chaos,

can we mend the broken pieces and find spirituality to shake a madness so ingrained ? 

Yet I was courting the process through a mutual and Divine courtship so infused few 

have insight of it's daily activities. 

 

 

Published on

1/6/26 3:45 AM (9th son)

Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed.