Poetic notes and Journeys *

 The collection* consist of more then 250 original writings "Access Granted" is not published at this time. There all copy right at the library of congress, my intentions is for the audience to read and reflect on the many experiences life dishes out. I hold back nothing and speak with a clear conscience. Only a few notes are available at this time...I'm working so, please bear with me, and thank you all the global family and friends for staying with us in the journeys.


Rafa EL G Gonzalez
07/20/26

Finish Product/Potter's vessel II (should we*say anymore )

 

 

You are a finish product, Jehovah's love joy...do you know or have become aware of his call towards you ?

Have his surgical implants spoken to you lately ?

Does your DNA (his copy right and intellectual property) carries out a restless search, and have you been awake, alert to fill in the blanks for which there is no detachment ?

His eyes are on you, and so a power structure is a force field upon the rising and setting of your wonderful grace. 

When the Almighty and Divine (Host-of-Host) Sovereign and LORD makes a choice it's impossible to shake, when the (Holiest-of-Holiest) seeks what is rightfully his, what power can deny ?

A comforter and like a feather in flight he carries you in the wings of love, rising ever higher until riding the clouds. And in the same gentle motion sets you down, that was a joy ride.

When Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) called you out from the pipe-lines of life and gladly, joyfully received you in blessings and made you his choice.

Those blessing and gifts, your birthright and inheritance aren't for sell. Stand firm like a support column at the temple, hold steady and fight the good fight of the faith. I be there with you "all the way" that's what God said.

If you can see it and dream it, you place no limit on his infinite power and relationship forge.

 Jehovah's eyes are on you... his love is to deep and plans even deeper  Clic Here

 Power-struggle Clic here

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

God(YHWH) has healed

The last call (Oathkeeper take me home)

 

 

Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent,

Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call" 

for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt,

please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person,

with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure,

the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search,

let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ? 

When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting (Covenant)

I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down 

these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship,

your much to kind...this much I know and for the good of all I deserve it not,

my sleep is light and my heart heavy...that allotted space has been very comforting and the events speaks for themselves,

I'm looking forward in filling those gaps and with your Divine guidance we shall overcome,

dream weaver, reveal and cast your intrigues and fill (me) with the hopes of my heart contempt's,

hold my hand and in the wings love...take (me) home, take (me) home.

 Please allow (me) to worship...and praise and praise.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

3/12/25 6:13 AM

The veil (Revised) Thank you *

 

 

Reader digest !

I find it repugnant and resent those who operate under the cloak, 

of secrecy and are deceitful in ways more then one,

they lack the courage to express themselves openly,

their school of thought is abnormal and riddle in flaws,

many suckers have taken the bait and practice makes perfect,

I give the honest truth and always will no matter the cause, 

at disposal many are the devious ways to confess the pure doctrine, 

how long can you go into hiding and not be struck by a bolt of lightening, 

or could it be a broad disorder of reasoning, 

or the misalignment of a polarized complex out of reach,

or the overload of fluctuations with under managed range, 

for what ever reason of twist and turns engage those engines,

they keep hostage the expression and hold in bondage the sacredness of the heart, the stifling of conscience,

under the same disguise mislead the unaware,  

how selfish to burn so many bridges and remain normal among the masses,

you are of very little use to me, and certainly a pleading host,

your shameful acts have a cross road and the exchange will be equal,

how can you over-step something greater and not expect a return ? 

and I apologize not for anything that is truthful and worthy for the cause,

If I can express it, find it within yourself to drop those shackles and vacate the prison wall that which you so admiringly revere, 

yes, I'm controversial but no more controversial then the things kept in the back burner, that I so cleverly bring to the light,

it's that the reason for distress?

Even the smallest speck of light can be seen in total darkness, that is the power which contends with vileness and obscurity,

The true son's of light are like lightning spears and when it strikes it exposes the largest to the smallest fabrications, counterfeits, and are stable reminders that nothing is hidden in the corridor of time,

Making use of what ever apparatus of deceitful schemes come into view and the repugnance that follow such deviation, it's secrets and the many layers of cover-ups are all headed to a total collapse,

As for those in the comfort zone and have made darkness a hiding place for practice, how is it that light can shine for you ? The sun shines for all and night befall us all, yet the luminaries are always present ! whether night or day, how watchful and insightful is the light !  

Mark and remember ! 

 Controversial-truth Clic here!

 * Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all

 

 Published on

7/(14-18)/25 5:36 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Light bearer's (Holder's of the light)

 Too all those son's of light that remained faithful,

that were not enticed by trivial offers,

that held truth through the light (truth bearer's)...

unlike the defector and no place was found for him,

cast-out among the star's of Almighty God (YHWH)

you holder's and bearer's of the light,

I share with you that hope of conviction, 

that steadfastness,

that unwavering love for a Divine being that has crushed my heart,

this day is a good day,

our celestial host, Almighty and Divine feels a love and loyalty only

(HE) is deserving  and worthy to be elated, praised, sanctified, laud to time infinite,

please allow (me) to hold hands together,

and sing a new song for the one and only....Jehovah ! Yahweh ! Jah ! YHWH !

 

Published on

1/12/26 9:45 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

 

 

 

Suitable vessel

 I consider Myself a person of high feelings, emotions, compassion and love,

endowed with the fruits of the Holy Spirit,

some may lean to saying I'm boasting,

yet I have all the reason to do so,

in the lord I boast greatest,

I found my call,

my father labored for my cause,

I express freely,

a freeman I'm,

carrying out the mandates of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

I have a blood debt and thou Jesus (welcome Reign) has set me free

my contention is righteous,

I'm not above his example...this day, this moment or tomorrow a void permeates the 

air which I inhale and exhale, that my call be manifest in full display,

through the expression and invisible scars, thorns, persecutions I'm a suitable vessel

so please spare me not...it's the least I can ask.

 

Published on

2/9/26 4:46 AM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

God has healed (YHWH) 

Moving/host/domain

 Thank you all reader's and all who have stayed with me, through-out the many years. The social media has been a great tool to express freely, and this has been no exception, please remain steady and focused I will soon make announcements of where to go.

 

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

06.03.26 

I'm your witness III

 I'm your witness III 

I'm your witness II CLic here

 

 

 I have bear witness to the Global family...world wide,

I have bear witness to UN (United Nations) peace makers,

I have bear witness to head of States,

I have bear witness to spiritual leader's,

I have bear witness to tribal leader's,

I have bear witness to judges,

I have bear witness to military brass,

I have bear witness to circles of men/woman of conscience,

I have bear witness to professor's, Doctors, lawyers, celebrities, entrepreneurs, radio host,

My voice has echoes in social clubs,

I have bear witness to the intelligence institutions much greater then all,

I have bear witness to a clear conscience and have made available the sacred

teachings that which is not my own.

I bear witness high and low that imparting a selfless approach,

I have disown the self and undertaken a transformation with zero intentions of any gain, other then a debt of self sacrifice.

I have witness to greater events to come and in full expectations that God Almighty thunder bolts, and lightening spears shall be that illumination.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

May 21,2026 5:40AM 

My beloved Persia

  

My beloved Persia

I’m scare of those who seek perfection,

I”m scare of those who have a loose tongue,

I”m scare of my counterpart for being a weak vessel,

I”m scare of the gatherings,

I’m scare of what I have become,

I”m scare of the internal and external forces; that have placed a judgment

on my character,

Yet I submit to all with a sacred teaching, that Almighty God is my witness,

As a warrior’ those are my fears, and being scare...those weakness are my stronghold.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

May 11, 2026

9:54 AM

My eternal love

  

Jehovah (YHWH) my wonderful love,

my Divine father (creator) how lovely you have become,

how desirable I find your spirit (person) to be,

I would feel abandoned and left behind,

if an everlasting covenant couldn’t be forged, reached between us,

I be happiest if my spirit person be engulfed...draft in a full embrace,

an everlasting attachment is what seek most,

I couldn’t ask anything more,

and that is a question of time,

your everlasting supreme love I keep so dear and sacred,

certainly your my profound love crush !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 4/17/26 08:40AM

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Ring of Fire

 

Ring of Fire

 There is none but a burning flame

consuming like wildfire

racing through the soul 

eternity seeking my presences

life force in a slowly closing portal

and thou I wish it stayed 

my grievance...a temporary 

setback on what it has gained

oath and vows unspoken

not my choice

a ring of fire figurative writing blinds my sight

an eye opening exchange not for the average.

 January ? 2026

Rafael G

God (YHWH) has healed 

I rise from the ashes

 It hurts to learn the "TRUTH" and I wasn't born in it,

what maybe carved out of it, even half truth remains controversial,

through accurate acknowledgement, trials and errors we're reborn into it, 

slowly and meticulously like light and shades one is drawn to it,

those who seek the objective conscience, light from a distance (remote) stars

that seem far away so small to the receiving eyes yet speaks grandeur

so Divine, a call for the few...

I rise from the ashes, reconstruct a new (me) to give chase to my love crush 

and there be no seconds, thirds or fourth,

of the same,

but an eternal poetic verse. 

  

Monday, December 29, 2025

Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed. 

 

Resucito de las cenizas  

Duele aprender la "VERDAD" y no nací en ella. 

Lo que tal vez se desvió de ella, 

incluso la media verdad, sigue siendo controvertido. 

A través del reconocimiento preciso, las pruebas y los errores, renacemos en ella. 

Lenta y meticulosamente, como la luz y las sombras, 

uno se siente atraído hacia ella. Aquellos que buscan la conciencia objetiva, la luz como estrellas distantes, 

que parecen lejanas, tan pequeñas a los ojos que las reciben, pero que expresan grandeza. 

Tan Divina, un llamado para unos pocos... 

Resucito de las cenizas, reconstruyo un nuevo yo para perseguir a mi amor triturante,

Y no habrá segundos iguales, terceros Oh' cuartos sino una poesia eternal !

 

Rafael Dios (YHWH) ha sanado. 

 

 

Dark age

 The world at large is entering a dark age,

where rule based order is no longer a reliable 

model. A new age of turmoil and savagery

where a few men and woman operate 

above the law, replacing the old age speculation

no longer attainable. A system attacking itself a hack

within that frame, destroying the foundations

it so labored through institutions of good will and the front

it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found

no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era

and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable.

Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong. 

 

Published on

1/21/26 8:22 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Against all odds * experiences pass and present (revised) I honor U but break free ! please

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Love be shackled

 I never knew that liking, loving or admiring some was a crime, and 

ultimately capital punishment,

I truly understand the opposite spiritual side of this and because of love 

the Almighty and Divine gave us his first born,

because his great compassion move his benevolent person to exercises

profound mercy to undeserving guest,

yet at these perilous times some equate the finest of gift's with fault-lines 

to question the very essences of life itself, 

walking in the person of Jesus, few attain the gift's some have taken for granted

and I have seen to much and be joking. 

 

Published on

2/1/26 12:10 PM

 

Rafa EL (God has healed) 

My happiest moments /Please read it again(Revised)

 

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness,

your (Manic)depression,

your (anxiety) disorder,

your bi-polarism,

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia,

your social (disorders) psychopathy,

Dark triad personality (closely associated with Autism) 

your alexithymia,

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Awake N Sound Love x10 (Searching the house of God (YHWH)

 

 To be awake entails soundness of mind,

to be balanced in all aspect of daily exchange require fine tuning,

in turn a person of exceptional gift's is constantly going through re-evaluation...like a renewal to remain focus and pliable,

by accurate knowledge we contend with the countless hacks undermining those vibrational pulls,

to be awake and sound, exceptional and gifted, through the operational of the Holiest-of-Holiest we remain fixed on the prize,

very little room for stumbling and if we error the power over weakness contends the Holy spirit, 

in the order of weakness and power there is never a short-slightness. and the helper is always at the scene ascertaining absolute control and undeserved kindness,

So what should I say ? "keep your eye's on the prize and stay on mission" !  

A time to shine befalls all, but not in the same order. 

 

Published on

8/20/25 4:13 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Flower of Holy Spirit

 

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

The Temple

 

 

Morning glory-lets-head-out-to-fields-and-turn over some stones Clic here 
 

 The temple is missing a column,

a lamp stand,

the most colorful smile, 

a certain energy that permeate

like a fixed frequency,

A vibrational Drive that bounce back and forth,

across our place of worship,

Where I summons the Holiest-of Holiest,

Jehovah where is she, let me go and look for her, 

I can't miss her fine tuning, 

where could I go and find such striking placement 

of your finest craft ?

How would we* find inspiration to write and praise ? 

her absences besiege (me), us* the essential instrument 

for harmonious melodies, which we* hold so dear.  

Rafa EL (YHWH) has healed.

Published on

11/23/25 9:11 AM

Main event (Host-of-Host)

 

 If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

 * YHWH 

Just praise him, laud and sanctify while we can !

 October 19, 2024 at 01:30am

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Kintsugi (mend the broken) Revised

 

 Blessed and more Blessings Clic here !

There are moment's hard  to absorb,

and moment's that absorb completely,

moments like a screeching, screaming felt in the throat, 

and moment's I left for mute,

yet a battlefield of contention's fill my soul,

my dearest I couldn't touch, has left the greatest scream lodged in my throat,

once again the saddest of moment's the inactivity of my yearns,

the brother I so much love ...the family in full embrace, the moment's I deeply hold,

mend my broken pieces...Almighty and Divine (Blessed) and Blessed greater the aching heart's of families torn apart,

soften the transitional path we must cross together and fill every hard breath of sighing with love-joy and jubilation,

comfort in the wings of love and protect, shield our beloved ones.

the revised version of all that is spoken...ask all the nations that have contended with the Almighty God (YHWH) and see for yourself how they fared ? and I have witnessed his gran mercies, undeserved kindness, how he heals beyond repair and brings back the broken into a state of extreme comfort.

What should I say ? Take me home with those who have received a moments touch, the internal healing and those in trying times stayed the course, in faith...prayers...under tribulations and the countless fronts that line-up against a small flock of men/woman that remain resolved against such questions.

What should I say ? praise him, and praise him while we can !

 

Praise and laud the Almighty God,

Hay momentos difíciles de absorber, 

y momentos que absorben completamente, 

momentos como un chillido, un grito que se siente en la garganta, 

y momentos que dejé en silencio, 

sin embargo, un campo de batalla de contiendas llena mi alma, 

mi ser más querido que no pudo tocar, ha dejado el grito más grande alojado en mi garganta, 

una vez más, el momento más triste, la inactividad de mis anhelos, 

el hermano que tanto amo... la familia en pleno abrazo, los momentos que sostengo profundamente, 

repara mis pedazos rotos... Todopoderoso y Divino (Bendito) y Benditos más los corazones doloridos de las familias destrozadas, 

suaviza el camino de transición que debemos cruzar juntos y llena cada respiración difícil de suspiros con amor, alegría y júbilo, 

consuela en las alas del amor y protege, protege a nuestros seres amados. Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso,

la versión revisada de todo lo que se ha dicho...pregunten a todas las naciones que han contendido con el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) y vean por ustedes mismos cómo les fue. Y yo he sido testigo de sus grandes misericordias, bondad inmerecida, cómo sana sin posibilidad de reparación y devuelve a los quebrantados a un estado de consuelo extremo. 

 ¿Qué debo decir? Llévenme a casa con aquellos que han recibido un toque momentáneo, la sanidad interna y aquellos que en tiempos difíciles se mantuvieron firmes, en la fe... oraciones... bajo tribulaciones y los innumerables frentes que se alinean contra un pequeño rebaño de hombres/mujeres que permanecen decididos contra tales preguntas. ¿Qué debo decir? ¡Alaben, y elogien mientras podamos!

Published on

1/13/25 7:39 PM

 Rafael G Gonzalez

Embodiment of love

 

 

There is no greater love then the love of sacrifice,

And I loved her the same,

 

Yet she couldn't get pass the fear of love,

 

for she knew it not,

 

in the absences of this love affair,

 

I summoned the ultimate sacrifice to show the way once more,

 

It kept (me) exhaustively waiting...and this it revealed !

 

Life and death is like a web, it is a fragile balancing act, yet to experience both is a 

 

blessing disguised in full display. This path is synonymous...one of the same,when   

 

the embodiment of love searches itself,

under the mighty sight Of Jah, life and death are but a whisper, a promise and a resurrection, 

now you know with love I contend.

 

 

No hay amor más grande que el amor del sacrificio, 

 

Y yo la amaba de la misma manera, 

 

Pero ella no podía superar el miedo al amor,

 

porque no lo conocía, en ausencia de esta historia de amor, 

 

Invoqué el sacrificio máximo para mostrar el camino una vez más, 

 

Me mantuvo esperando exhaustivamente... ¡y esto me reveló! 

 

La vida y la muerte son como una red, es un acto de equilibrio frágil, 

 

pero experimentar ambas es una bendición disfrazada en plena exhibición,

Este camino es sinónimo... uno de lo mismo, cuando la encarnación del amor se busca a sí misma,

Bajo la mirada todopoderosa de Jah, la vida y la muerte no son más que un susurro, una promesa y una resurrección.

Ahora sabes que con amor lucho.

* Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

09/01/24 315am

Push back clouds formation Please read again, thanks

 

 

Doubts, challenges, and fear are factors in any life affair...it is wise to probe a subject endurance under fire and not necessary your own. Time test everyone, at its discretion and we all need a break (leniency) from the overloads...so please spare me. Clic here

Your efforts are very desirable like when the suns rays push back the mass of clouds,

for those gray days in life affairs,

It’s incredible my attachment towards your excellent person,

I don’t understand how you capture my person in a deep freeze,

I can’t comprehend why ? And why ? I continue a peerless journey in search of your wonderful person,

Jehovah Almighty and Divine is the supreme architect of all human activities,

and when it comes in expressing those superlative expressions,

the qualities of his gifts are all to obvious,

I see you as I read into your excellent innate naturalness, 

even human understanding and the rough application of those attributes are all inter-related.

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

10/27/25 4:59 PM

A poet's quest

 

The opposition is great,

but the will stronger, 

the conscience carries out a clear search,

the unspoken becomes the Gospel truth,

the suppression become the driving force,

True love awakens masses, tagged for the slaughter,

the poet in it's benevolent guest to reveal, 

the messenger ever restless, the celestial chariot timely and fast forward.

Rafael G Gonzalez  

 

Published on

11/8/25 4:54 AM

Morning Glory dawn of light

 

Morning Glory, let's head out to the fields and turn over some stones 

and find the most precious of pearls and timeless gems.

I summons the infinite, through infinity that the works are not in vain.

Your guarantee I have, and a single pause has never failed.

Through the obstacles I found radiant and abundant light, 

A gem hard to describe in essences,

Unknown to men,

Ever glowing with expressions something like a fixture, ornament from the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Light of dawn shadows (me) and in that glory I feel that warm embrace,

to the finest of gems, I reveal to you "what a heart can do"

No other can cause so such excitement in a thousand years give away, or currently exhaust my senses...she is Jehovah's love joy,

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality, I have been dreaming all to well,

I'm certain the search will seize and the prize attained, 

My devotion complete and in full embrace seeking the everlasting Vows *--* oath...show (us) the way.

Just praise him while we can....

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Jehovah's true-love-joy Clic here !

Published on

11/8/25 7:04 AM

Mental state *

 

I'm searching for a nest I have not built,

a nest to occupy,

to sleep, to nourish, to rock this madness,

a gullible sponsor,

an easy projected target willing to take the bait, 

a nest of thorns,

a torment awakens a sound sleep,

displacement of any competition,

dislodging the most vulnerable

my loyalty a dis-balanced mental state,

awaits your innocent yearns! 

the surgical heist,

the unaware trap and stripe blind. 

 

Published on

12/16/25 4:47 AM

 

 Estado mental 

Busco un nido que no he construido, 

un nido que ocupar, 

para dormir, nutrir, mecer en esta locura, 

un patrocinador crédulo, 

un blanco fácil y proyectado dispuesto a morder el anzuelo, 

un nido de espinas, 

un tormento despierta un sueño profundo,

 desplazamiento de cualquier competencia, 

desalojo de los más vulnerables, mi lealtad, un estado mental desequilibrado, ¡

espera tus inocentes anhelos! 

El robo quirúrgico, 

 

El inconsciente...la trampa extendida ,

 

la desnudarse a plena ceguera.

 

Publicado el 16/12/25 a las 4:47 a. m.

 

* This poetic note is based on a true experience a friend/brother shared with me, 

I listen to the story and became very emotional. I'm sensitive to hurtful experiences

so I as went to rest, I couldn't fall asleep...and I wrote this piece from the pieces he shared. 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

controversial truth

 

 I know that the truth is controversial, Jesus the greatest teacher who lived, son of the most high God (YHWH) is regarded to be of them. You who research Divinity and immerse in qualities of the Holy spirit, posses a well rounded understanding. This man yet a spirit, didn't have a moments pause under persecution for expanding the person whom he really was and spoke in plain sight to the common people as also the well learned.

knowing that the truth carries a heavy burden do we shrink or expand ? That's a question I like to ask myself, and at one time being absent of organizational directive, I can truly say that the greatest battles were fought and made "in the spiritual realm and not the physical," that should be an eye-opener for the receiving end.

I'm not going to go at history or scriptures, that's why you and I have the Gospel's, very well written narratives and passages, prophecies and parables, until his very death and yet lives (King)...I have picked up the pieces knowing that a call is place upon all subjects under the bluest sky or the darkest night, a yearn to be placed back in order and framed accordingly to it's rightful place.

The Almighty and Divine has not and will not leave any soldier behind who has left a lasting impression on his saintly person to recall in memory...this much I know. His loyalty is unsurpassed, his love unforgiving unexcused (everlasting) and present, that is something to embrace with all powers bestowed. I have a love affair and crush, and his strong-hold does not release, in millennium dawn eternity has a date with much ones.

"In middle of the night He, shook me"

Potter's vessel  Clic here !

I much desire to be a friend, but truth shadows me Clic here

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on

6/5/25 10:19 PM

Kintsugi (Celebrating Beauty in Brokenness)

 

 

The memories of someone loved is not easy to shake,

it lingers...even postponing daily activities just for the thought,

reminiscing of events that led the fleeting soul for a moments pause,

the exchange,

the eventualities,

the innocence crushed,

finding a distraction,

the excuses,

how we grew into bitterness,

how all goodness became the hollow void,

how we took charity for the resentfulness lodged deep into lingerness,

the thought ever present,

the affliction...the chaos,

can we mend the broken pieces and find spirituality to shake a madness so ingrained ? 

Yet I was courting the process through a mutual and Divine courtship so infused few 

have insight of it's daily activities. 

 

 

Published on

1/6/26 3:45 AM (9th son)

Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed.

Divine being yearns

 I'm not your down fall

if your heart aches, I was just trying to help you recover,

you never made use of the messenger and the opposition

constructed barriers we fail to navigate,

you may never recover, the lost flame has extinguished,

the messenger was taken for granted,

the one first loved best is usually not the last, 

and the second the one you couldn't have,

you will loose countless...

life has many twist and turns,

the second best has left,

the second best stopped composing heart felt messages,

in between a war of hearts he was the cross fire,

I was present in flesh and spirit, willing to submit all...

your second best, or a play write in your bi-polarized world

I set vows and Oath before Almighty God, in prayers and supplications

I wish to lift you up, in wings of love,

the many notes that filled the media, how our Divine being yearns

the hurt is great and the love greatest,

as this system draws to a complete halt we were not so distanced after all,

your divided and what ever efforts made will become a daily haunt,

even if you wore a gold crown emptiness shall be the reminder of the many bridges

incinerated along your path,

your charm shall vanish and a menacing look pierce the soul of every suitor who

seek your comfort...mark and remember. 

 

 Rafa El  God (YHWH) has healed.

What is the wall, the barrier, the broken bridge ? Read it again,please !

 

Do you see a wall ?

Do you see a barrier ?

Do you see broken bridge ?

If one can see all of these obstacles you are very bright ! 

 

 Life and living is about forgiveness, without this superlative quality it's almost impossible to live,

To heal while re-learning the state of injury is the most profitable outcome to undertake,

To live and forgive is about embracing a higher standard of conscience, and that awareness is 

what makes a person complete/whole as a suitable vessel and expandable, pliable for the greater things to come,

it is in the fabric of his Holy person to the mend the broken pieces, 

and I have fallen apart to many times...(YHWH) see it all to well, 

please forgive (me) as I re-learn the basics ! 

9/14/25 7:20 PM 

God(YHWH)has healed 

Holy mist/Rocio Santo (Superb song) (May 3, 2023)

 I don't see how this can be offensive 

 

 

Yes, one can refer to it as the superlative song ! With the help of Jehovah Almighty God

I had the insight to pen these wonderful verses. For a beautiful young lady I dearly hold, respect and love, and that is not an understatement

 

 

Rocio Santo

Que los frutos del espíritu, Divino Todopoderoso, hueste de huestes Jehová Dios...Se conviérta en el rocio de la mañana, que energizan tu estructura subatómica.

 

Que a lo largo del día esta sinergia se convierta en la nueva raíz de colaboración profunda de la síntesis devocional,

 

Que seas la preferida entre los aderezos de los campos,

 

Que su impulso vibratorio se convierta en una masa de puente que canalice las transmisiones subliminales entre usted y el hueste Divino,

 

Serán esos códigos, impresiones, intercambios y mensajes los que el común apreciará tanto,

 

Será la descendencia de tales, a semejanza...parterres de flores destinados al taburete de un rey glorioso

 

Que el vientre: y será el altar, taller en el que brota y se despliega toda inspiración.

 

Joven y precoz, pero muy desirable...in las rotaciones de la guardia, mantienes todo en reposo y gran congelo.

 

* Special guest

 

Rafa El Gonzalez

Mayo 3, 2023
 

Holy mist

May the fruits of the spirit, Almighty Divine, host-of-host Jehovah God...become like the morning mist, that energize your sub-atomic structure.

 

Through-out the day may this synergy become the new root deep collaboration of devotional synthesis,

 

May you be the highly preferred among the fields dressings,

 

May your vibrational drive become a bridge mass that channels subliminal transmissions between you and Divine host.

 

It shall be those codes, imprints, exchange and messages the common hold so dear,

 

It shall be the offspring's of such, in likeness of flower beds meant for a king’s foot-stool,

 

May the womb : and it shall be the altar, work-shop in which all inspiration stems and rolls-out.

 

Young and early, but very desirable...in the rotations of the guard* you keep all in stand-still and deep -freeze. #

 

Rafa El G

 

May 3, 2023

 * Yellow-rose Clic here !

 

# Deep-freeze Clic here !

Synthesis and Synergy of continous praise  Clic here !