suspected ( Excerpts "Access granted")

Some time ago of unsuspected events, things that happen, and surprises that endure a life time,

on my way home after a bout with all kinds of challenges that test a man’s soul,

exhausted and wishing a swift death

wanting to be closer to a love one (mother)

the unsuspected became the suspect bold as day light, void of humanity

challenging me all over again,

but this time I’m ready and time is at my side…. So I wish them all well.

I refuse to judge anyone based solely on premonition, actions or just pure observation,

I would be usurping the seat of authority way beyond my humble means,

If my person depended or hangs on humbleness and patience, our Lord Jesus spoke to a small crowd, and the law had to be reconfigured,

For love is the instrument of correctness, and through the Holiest-of Holiest He, manifest Sovereign grandeur,

Through the qualities of the Almighty and Divine, the fruits (of the Spirit) are made very obvious, and attributes speak boldly...this I confess,

So what do you require of me, in this contraption of flesh and bones ? Imperfect form awaiting my final judgment !

May our zeal not carry guilt conscience, and no bridges are left behind burning the way in which the foundation are laid.

Rafael G Gonzalez
09/04/26

 we seek perfection in someone else when we can't find it within our own,

that is the most selfish display of perfectionism,

the more I'm press the less one sees my true person,

I'm a free man and I express freely I know no other way,

in words and deeds and through the letters the purest of imperfections,

why seek my imbalances when your void is made whole ? 

I'm most aware of this flaw that reside in this contraption of flesh and bones,

and at the higher level of those seeker's is the the proverbial truth and it's needs to re-arrange,

I'm the recipient of death because the curse of sin, 

A thousand years seeks the endurance of that trial,

for the duration of borrowed time I wish to be left alone,

through trials and errors, misplacement, persecution, lost-energies, periods in absences and the seeker's that never seem to flee,

if your zeal burns try and not scorch others in those imbalances,

yet I'm the potter's vessel and through a selection of Divine will we make available what you can't see.
 

Published on
9/10/25 11:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez