Saturday, January 24, 2026

Main event (Host-of-Host)

 




 If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

 * YHWH 

Just praise him, laud and sanctify while we can !

 October 19, 2024 at 01:30am

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Kintsugi (mend the broken) Revised

 


 Blessed and more Blessings Clic here !

There are moment's hard  to absorb,

and moment's that absorb completely,

moments like a screeching, screaming felt in the throat, 

and moment's I left for mute,

yet a battlefield of contention's fill my soul,

my dearest I couldn't touch, has left the greatest scream lodged in my throat,

once again the saddest of moment's the inactivity of my yearns,

the brother I so much love ...the family in full embrace, the moment's I deeply hold,

mend my broken pieces...Almighty and Divine (Blessed) and Blessed greater the aching heart's of families torn apart,

soften the transitional path we must cross together and fill every hard breath of sighing with love-joy and jubilation,

comfort in the wings of love and protect, shield our beloved ones.

the revised version of all that is spoken...ask all the nations that have contended with the Almighty God (YHWH) and see for yourself how they fared ? and I have witnessed his gran mercies, undeserved kindness, how he heals beyond repair and brings back the broken into a state of extreme comfort.

What should I say ? Take me home with those who have received a moments touch, the internal healing and those in trying times stayed the course, in faith...prayers...under tribulations and the countless fronts that line-up against a small flock of men/woman that remain resolved against such questions.

What should I say ? praise him, and praise him while we can !

 

Praise and laud the Almighty God,

Hay momentos difíciles de absorber, 

y momentos que absorben completamente, 

momentos como un chillido, un grito que se siente en la garganta, 

y momentos que dejé en silencio, 

sin embargo, un campo de batalla de contiendas llena mi alma, 

mi ser más querido que no pudo tocar, ha dejado el grito más grande alojado en mi garganta, 

una vez más, el momento más triste, la inactividad de mis anhelos, 

el hermano que tanto amo... la familia en pleno abrazo, los momentos que sostengo profundamente, 

repara mis pedazos rotos... Todopoderoso y Divino (Bendito) y Benditos más los corazones doloridos de las familias destrozadas, 

suaviza el camino de transición que debemos cruzar juntos y llena cada respiración difícil de suspiros con amor, alegría y júbilo, 

consuela en las alas del amor y protege, protege a nuestros seres amados. Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso,

la versión revisada de todo lo que se ha dicho...pregunten a todas las naciones que han contendido con el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) y vean por ustedes mismos cómo les fue. Y yo he sido testigo de sus grandes misericordias, bondad inmerecida, cómo sana sin posibilidad de reparación y devuelve a los quebrantados a un estado de consuelo extremo. 

 ¿Qué debo decir? Llévenme a casa con aquellos que han recibido un toque momentáneo, la sanidad interna y aquellos que en tiempos difíciles se mantuvieron firmes, en la fe... oraciones... bajo tribulaciones y los innumerables frentes que se alinean contra un pequeño rebaño de hombres/mujeres que permanecen decididos contra tales preguntas. ¿Qué debo decir? ¡Alaben, y elogien mientras podamos!

Published on
1/13/25 7:39 PM



 Rafael G Gonzalez

Embodiment of love

 


 

There is no greater love then the love of sacrifice,

And I loved her the same,
 
Yet she couldn't get pass the fear of love,
 
for she knew it not,
 
in the absences of this love affair,
 
I summoned the ultimate sacrifice to show the way once more,
 
It kept (me) exhaustively waiting...and this it revealed !
 
Life and death is like a web, it is a fragile balancing act, yet to experience both is a 
 
blessing disguised in full display. This path is synonymous...one of the same,when   
 
the embodiment of love searches itself,

under the mighty sight Of Jah, life and death are but a whisper, a promise and a resurrection, 

now you know with love I contend.
 
 
No hay amor más grande que el amor del sacrificio, 
 
Y yo la amaba de la misma manera, 
 
Pero ella no podía superar el miedo al amor,
 
porque no lo conocía, en ausencia de esta historia de amor, 
 
Invoqué el sacrificio máximo para mostrar el camino una vez más, 
 
Me mantuvo esperando exhaustivamente... ¡y esto me reveló! 
 
La vida y la muerte son como una red, es un acto de equilibrio frágil, 
 
pero experimentar ambas es una bendición disfrazada en plena exhibición,

Este camino es sinónimo... uno de lo mismo, cuando la encarnación del amor se busca a sí misma,

Bajo la mirada todopoderosa de Jah, la vida y la muerte no son más que un susurro, una promesa y una resurrección.

Ahora sabes que con amor lucho.

* Special guest
 
Rafael G Gonzalez
09/01/24 315am

Push back clouds formation Please read again, thanks

 

 

Doubts, challenges, and fear are factors in any life affair...it is wise to probe a subject endurance under fire and not necessary your own. Time test everyone, at its discretion and we all need a break (leniency) from the overloads...so please spare me. Clic here

Your efforts are very desirable like when the suns rays push back the mass of clouds,

for those gray days in life affairs,

It’s incredible my attachment towards your excellent person,

I don’t understand how you capture my person in a deep freeze,

I can’t comprehend why ? And why ? I continue a peerless journey in search of your wonderful person,

Jehovah Almighty and Divine is the supreme architect of all human activities,

and when it comes in expressing those superlative expressions,

the qualities of his gifts are all to obvious,

I see you as I read into your excellent innate naturalness, 

even human understanding and the rough application of those attributes are all inter-related.

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on
10/27/25 4:59 PM

A poet's quest

 

The opposition is great,

but the will stronger, 

the conscience carries out a clear search,

the unspoken becomes the Gospel truth,

the suppression become the driving force,

True love awakens masses, tagged for the slaughter,

the poet in it's benevolent guest to reveal, 

the messenger ever restless, the celestial chariot timely and fast forward.

Rafael G Gonzalez  

 

Published on
11/8/25 4:54 AM

Morning Glory dawn of light

 

Morning Glory, let's head out to the fields and turn over some stones 

and find the most precious of pearls and timeless gems.

I summons the infinite, through infinity that the works are not in vain.

Your guarantee I have, and a single pause has never failed.

Through the obstacles I found radiant and abundant light, 

A gem hard to describe in essences,

Unknown to men,

Ever glowing with expressions something like a fixture, ornament from the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Light of dawn shadows (me) and in that glory I feel that warm embrace,

to the finest of gems, I reveal to you "what a heart can do"

No other can cause so such excitement in a thousand years give away, or currently exhaust my senses...she is Jehovah's love joy,

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality, I have been dreaming all to well,

I'm certain the search will seize and the prize attained, 

My devotion complete and in full embrace seeking the everlasting Vows *--* oath...show (us) the way.

Just praise him while we can....

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Jehovah's true-love-joy Clic here !

Published on
11/8/25 7:04 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2026

Mental state *

 

I'm searching for a nest I have not built,

a nest to occupy,

to sleep, to nourish, to rock this madness,

a gullible sponsor,

an easy projected target willing to take the bait, 

a nest of thorns,

a torment awakens a sound sleep,

displacement of any competition,

dislodging the most vulnerable

my loyalty a dis-balanced mental state,

awaits your innocent yearns! 

the surgical heist,

the unaware trap and stripe blind. 

 

Published on
12/16/25 4:47 AM

 

 Estado mental 

Busco un nido que no he construido, 

un nido que ocupar, 

para dormir, nutrir, mecer en esta locura, 

un patrocinador crédulo, 

un blanco fácil y proyectado dispuesto a morder el anzuelo, 

un nido de espinas, 

un tormento despierta un sueño profundo,

 desplazamiento de cualquier competencia, 

desalojo de los más vulnerables, mi lealtad, un estado mental desequilibrado, ¡

espera tus inocentes anhelos! 

El robo quirúrgico, 
 
El inconsciente...la trampa extendida ,
 
la desnudarse a plena ceguera.

 

Publicado el 16/12/25 a las 4:47 a. m.


 
* This poetic note is based on a true experience a friend/brother shared with me, 
I listen to the story and became very emotional. I'm sensitive to hurtful experiences
so I as went to rest, I couldn't fall asleep...and I wrote this piece from the pieces he shared. 
 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Tuesday, January 6, 2026

controversial truth

 

 I know that the truth is controversial, Jesus the greatest teacher who lived, son of the most high God (YHWH) is regarded to be of them. You who research Divinity and immerse in qualities of the Holy spirit, posses a well rounded understanding. This man yet a spirit, didn't have a moments pause under persecution for expanding the person whom he really was and spoke in plain sight to the common people as also the well learned.

knowing that the truth carries a heavy burden do we shrink or expand ? That's a question I like to ask myself, and at one time being absent of organizational directive, I can truly say that the greatest battles were fought and made "in the spiritual realm and not the physical," that should be an eye-opener for the receiving end.

I'm not going to go at history or scriptures, that's why you and I have the Gospel's, very well written narratives and passages, prophecies and parables, until his very death and yet lives (King)...I have picked up the pieces knowing that a call is place upon all subjects under the bluest sky or the darkest night, a yearn to be placed back in order and framed accordingly to it's rightful place.

The Almighty and Divine has not and will not leave any soldier behind who has left a lasting impression on his saintly person to recall in memory...this much I know. His loyalty is unsurpassed, his love unforgiving unexcused (everlasting) and present, that is something to embrace with all powers bestowed. I have a love affair and crush, and his strong-hold does not release, in millennium dawn eternity has a date with much ones.

"In middle of the night He, shook me"

Potter's vessel  Clic here !

I much desire to be a friend, but truth shadows me Clic here

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on
6/5/25 10:19 PM

Kintsugi (Celebrating Beauty in Brokenness)

 


 

The memories of someone loved is not easy to shake,

it lingers...even postponing daily activities just for the thought,

reminiscing of events that led the fleeting soul for a moments pause,

the exchange,

the eventualities,

the innocence crushed,

finding a distraction,

the excuses,

how we grew into bitterness,

how all goodness became the hollow void,

how we took charity for the resentfulness lodged deep into lingerness,

the thought ever present,

the affliction...the chaos,

can we mend the broken pieces and find spirituality to shake a madness so ingrained ? 

Yet I was courting the process through a mutual and Divine courtship so infused few 

have insight of it's daily activities. 

 

 

Published on
1/6/26 3:45 AM (9th son)

Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed.

Love and conscience...I'm your witness ?

 The position of conscience is this, the greater the opposition in equal terms should be the resolve, the greater the resistance in equal te...