I'm scared Excerpts ("access granted") Revised

  

Death is a trivial matter for a warrior,

Financially I don’t chase broken dreams,

the poor and rich have embarked in a race the outcome is the same,

health, I have survived cancer and slipped Sheol and Hades once to often, I have denied the pit the spoils of death and left it yearning, hungry and a mouth to feed,

So what leads me, to say “I’m scared” is a loose tongue…

I have always feared this instrument, greater than any other weapon devised. It can be a weapon of mass destruction, and it has done so. It can set raging wild, forest fires and consume all in it's path,

"I’m scared" not for my sake, but the countless unaware who take the bait setting up tripwire for bridges to burn,

Yet this instrument when in use properly can cause the spirit of the Holiest-of-Holiest to actuate and itself utter wonders, 

may your return be a joyful journey, with blessings beyond the tender mercies and underserved kindness,

Almighty God be that witness,

Rafa EL G Gonzalez