STAY AWAKE

   What the average sees it matters not, what is a weightier outcome is when a subject pierce into the looking glass and a total person is revealed with profound insight, which entails a greater search into the internal secret person and expressing freely those findings without fear or regret to the highest power an audience is nourish, empowered and set free So what the average sees is not the total person, but a partial portrait of the unseen, in a myopic condescending scope lean more on things unseen, which is elusive to the average. Rafael G Gonzalez

   In millennial Dawn which is not far from where I sit, in my heart springs a wonderful speculation with greatest of hope to find myself embraced by a companion set for the mission, we under oath...send me, send me... Our enemy and that of my beloved father (YHWH) under the illusion, impression that through weakness and lower threshold the advantage leaned over to his side, yet deep within Divine instructions resides and stems a reserve to mend the broken pieces, with eagerness and replenished energies I shall find that hope like a mirror in front of me, so what should I say’ weakness you are at a turning point, My helper is Divine, his superlative actions can mend trillions of errors and correct codes of the “sacred spiral” with that kind of love I contend, and yes I can gladly say my weakness has become my stronghold, because my helper will not release or leave the broken pieces yearning without mending, Should we* say anymore ? From Sheol or Hades make my re...

    The memories of someone loved is not easy to shake, it lingers...even postponing daily activities just for the thought, reminiscing of events that led the fleeting soul for a moments pause, the exchange, the eventualities, the innocence crushed, finding a distraction, the excuses, how we grew into bitterness, how all goodness became the hollow void, how we took charity for the resentfulness lodged deep into lingerness, the thought ever present, the affliction...the chaos, can we mend the broken pieces and find spirituality to shake a madness so ingrained ?  Yet I was courting the process through a mutual and Divine courtship so infused few  have insight of it's daily activities.      Published on 1/6/26 3:45 AM (9th son) Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed.

 The world at large is entering a dark age, where rule based order is no longer a reliable  model. A new age of turmoil and savagery where a few men and woman operate  above the law, replacing the old age speculation no longer attainable. A system attacking itself a hack within that frame, destroying the foundations it so labored through institutions of good will and the front it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable. Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong.    Published on 1/21/26 8:22 AM Rafael G Gonzalez   

 He that examines me, is familiar with me, and there is no partiality, His complete acquaintance has been made available and I feel no restraints or constraints,  For bad or for worst, and I have walked that path, never has there been a detachment. So if any other makes eyes at me, I shy and slip away, so one can learn from me, or remain in your judgement sit...for times duration. My intentions remain veiled and abstract,stifled,and ridiculed...yet a thousand years couldn’t remain in the judgement sit. Rafa EL G Gonzalez

  Evento major/best read in English original I have dedicated last 5 years to writing about, my love crush...thou many back some time.  If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune.  From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics (open-air) drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out.  The greatest and priceless events we all take for gra...

   Death is a trivial matter for a warrior, Financially I don’t chase broken dreams, the poor and rich have embarked in a race the outcome is the same, health, I have survived cancer and slipped Sheol and Hades once to often, I have denied the pit the spoils of death and left it yearning, hungry and a mouth to feed, So what leads me, to say “I’m scared” is a loose tongue… I have always feared this instrument, greater than any other weapon devised. It can be a weapon of mass destruction, and it has done so. It can set raging wild, forest fires and consume all in it's path, "I’m scared" not for my sake, but the countless unaware who take the bait setting up tripwire for bridges to burn, Yet this instrument when in use properly can cause the spirit of the Holiest-of-Holiest to actuate and itself utter wonders,  may your return be a joyful journey, with blessings beyond the tender mercies and underserved kindness, Almighty God be that witness, Rafa EL ...