My eternal love

  

Jehovah (YHWH) my wonderful love,

my Divine father (creator) how lovely you have become,

how desirable I find your spirit (person) to be,

I would feel abandoned and left behind,

if an everlasting covenant couldn’t be forged, reached between us,

I be happiest if my spirit person be engulfed...draft in a full embrace,

an everlasting attachment is what seek most,

I couldn’t ask anything more,

and that is a question of time,

your everlasting supreme love I keep so dear and sacred,

certainly your my profound love crush !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 4/17/26 08:40AM

Ring of Fire

 

Ring of Fire

 There is none but a burning flame

consuming like wildfire

racing through the soul 

eternity seeking my presences

life force in a slowly closing portal

and thou I wish it stayed 

my grievance...a temporary 

setback on what it has gained

oath and vows unspoken

not my choice

a ring of fire figurative writing blinds my sight

an eye opening exchange not for the average.

 January ? 2026

Rafael G

God (YHWH) has healed 

My happiest moments /Please read it again(Revised)

 

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness,

your (Manic)depression,

your (anxiety) disorder,

your bi-polarism,

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia,

your social (disorders) psychopathy,

Dark triad personality (closely associated with Autism) 

your alexithymia,

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Flower of Holy Spirit

 

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Embodiment of love

 

 

There is no greater love then the love of sacrifice,

And I loved her the same,

 

Yet she couldn't get pass the fear of love,

 

for she knew it not,

 

in the absences of this love affair,

 

I summoned the ultimate sacrifice to show the way once more,

 

It kept (me) exhaustively waiting...and this it revealed !

 

Life and death is like a web, it is a fragile balancing act, yet to experience both is a 

 

blessing disguised in full display. This path is synonymous...one of the same,when   

 

the embodiment of love searches itself,

under the mighty sight Of Jah, life and death are but a whisper, a promise and a resurrection, 

now you know with love I contend.

 

 

No hay amor más grande que el amor del sacrificio, 

 

Y yo la amaba de la misma manera, 

 

Pero ella no podía superar el miedo al amor,

 

porque no lo conocía, en ausencia de esta historia de amor, 

 

Invoqué el sacrificio máximo para mostrar el camino una vez más, 

 

Me mantuvo esperando exhaustivamente... ¡y esto me reveló! 

 

La vida y la muerte son como una red, es un acto de equilibrio frágil, 

 

pero experimentar ambas es una bendición disfrazada en plena exhibición,

Este camino es sinónimo... uno de lo mismo, cuando la encarnación del amor se busca a sí misma,

Bajo la mirada todopoderosa de Jah, la vida y la muerte no son más que un susurro, una promesa y una resurrección.

Ahora sabes que con amor lucho.

* Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

09/01/24 315am

A poet's quest

 

The opposition is great,

but the will stronger, 

the conscience carries out a clear search,

the unspoken becomes the Gospel truth,

the suppression become the driving force,

Truth love awakens masses, tagged for the slaughter,

the poet in it's benevolent guest to reveal, 

the messenger ever restless, the celestial chariot timely and fast forward.

Rafael G Gonzalez  

 

Published on

11/8/25 4:54 AM

controversial truth

 

 I know that the truth is controversial, Jesus the greatest teacher who lived, son of the most high God (YHWH) is regarded to be of them. You who research Divinity and immerse in qualities of the Holy spirit, posses a well rounded understanding. This man yet a spirit, didn't have a moments pause under persecution for expanding the person whom he really was and spoke in plain sight to the common people as also the well learned.

knowing that the truth carries a heavy burden do we shrink or expand ? That's a question I like to ask myself, and at one time being absent of organizational directive, I can truly say that the greatest battles were fought and made "in the spiritual realm and not the physical," that should be an eye-opener for the receiving end.

I'm not going to go at history or scriptures, that's why you and I have the Gospel's, very well written narratives and passages, prophecies and parables, until his very death and yet lives (King)...I have picked up the pieces knowing that a call is place upon all subjects under the bluest sky or the darkest night, a yearn to be placed back in order and framed accordingly to it's rightful place.

The Almighty and Divine has not and will not leave any soldier behind who has left a lasting impression on his saintly person to recall in memory...this much I know. His loyalty is unsurpassed, his love unforgiving unexcused (everlasting) and present, that is something to embrace with all powers bestowed. I have a love affair and crush, and his strong-hold does not release, in millennium dawn eternity has a date with much ones.

"In middle of the night He, shook me"

Potter's vessel  Clic here !

I much desire to be a friend, but truth shadows me Clic here

 Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on

6/5/25 10:19 PM

Rising from the ashes

 

Welcome to this new page I hope that one can enjoy it's content,

the pages are not so new since they were mitigated from a former 

blog I had. It be operational very soon so please bare with me. 

I can't just let go of 20 years of sweat and tears for the people...

its not easy when on mission. 

 

Published on

12/3/25 8:32 PM

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